As I Say My Goodbyes

Monday, March 31, 2008

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Omg
One last thing before i sleep
BY THE WAY VERONICA PLEASE LOOK AT FIFTY EIGHT :D

PT. I

r i g h t . now . . .
WHAT ARE YOU WEARING? | The essentials, orange FEBETS and a blue top.
WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE? | Night like Idk. Not warm not cold. I wish it were cold.
HOW ARE YOU? | Fine. I'M HIGH AND FREE FROM slghuisehgb

f a v o r i t e s . . .
TV SHOW | I don't know
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK | Milo
ALCOHOLIC DRINK | None

h a v e . you . . .
RAN AWAY FROM HOME? | Nope. I wanted to once.
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING? | No haha
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL? | So many times that I don't want to anymore. But I might. Muahaha
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA-POTTY? | Nope. That's sick.
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE? | OF COURSE. So many times for no reason at all.
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH? | Once.
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY? | Nope. I wish HAHAHAHA no.
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER? | Sure.

r a n d o m . . .
DO YOU HAVE A JOB? | Nope
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS? | Nothing in it. I took out the CD last week.
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY? | FREEDOM. Right now luh. And chocolate and Heather HAHAH
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET? | I forgot.

w h e n / w h a t . w a s . t h e . l a s t . . .
TIME YOU CRIED? | Pfft
YOU GOT E-MAIL? | Everyday. But they're from robots. Hahaha
THING YOU PURCHASED? | I forgot

l o v e . . .
BOYFRIEND? | No
GIRLFRIEND? | No
CURRENT CRUSH? | NIL
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE? | Sure
BEEN HURT? | Yeah
YOUR GREATEST REGRET? | Shh
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS? | HAHA no

y o u r . t h o u g h t s . o n . . .
ABORTION | IS HEARTLESS, SOULLESS AND IMMORAL
TEENAGE SMOKING | Eh. Nothing wrong. Just not heavy.
DREAMS | Dreams as in nigh time is good. Dreams are good.

t h r e e . t h i n g s . . .

THAT SCARE ME

01 | Hantu

02 | Friends who don't talk to me

03 | My brother. But I love him anyway. HAHA

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THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH

01 | Heather

02 | Jayni

03 | Licia

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THREE THINGS I LOVE

01 | Heather!

02 | Long walks

03 | My iPod

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THREE THINGS I HATE

01 | People who make a commitment but cannot commit

02 | Being pennyless ='(

03 | Biased society and people who are biased against N(A) people.
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THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:

01 | Chinese in writing, sadly

02 | Some human beings

03 | Michael Jackson

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THREE THINGS ON MY DESK

01 | This contraption here

02 | A cup of milo

03 | My phone

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THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW

01 | This

02 | Nothing else

03 | Nothing else

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THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE

01 | Travel the world or at least the entire continent of Europe

02 | Love someone and have the person love me back

03 | Get an A for something I didn't expect at ALL

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THREE THINGS I CAN DO

01 | Love people!

02 | Shop til the fishes walk home

03 | Commit to anything if I want to

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THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY

01 | People say I'm emo? I think I'm just sensitive.

02 | Screwed up HAHA //////

03 | Pretty much open about things and open minded

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THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO

01 | Be perfect

02 | Drive

03 | Listen to people insult Clay Aiken <3
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THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO

01 | WARMNESS ON THE SOUL

02 | CLAY AIKEN

03 | MY BROTHER ROCK HIS GUITAR

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THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER

01 | RUBEN STUDDARD

02 | My singing HAHA

03 | Guys, or at least, don't believe them. This is said with exceptions.

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THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST

01 | OMG

02 | Luh

03 | Haha

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THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS

01 | Chocolate

02 | EGG

03 | Praline

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THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN

01 | How to be a better friend/ person.

02 | How to love my mother.

03 | How to study and not blow my head off

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THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY

01 | Milo, everyday

02 | NIL

03 | Water

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THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID

01 | Addams family

02 | The Land Before Time

03 | Fear Factor

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+ basics +

name : Shannen

birthday : December eight

piercings : NIL

tattoos : NIL

height : 151CM

siblings : One, elder brother

pets : NIL

+ last +

movie you rented : Some chick flick haha

song you listened to : Sugar. Something Shanthini recommended

song that was stuck in your head : I don't love you

song you`ve downloaded :Don't remember

person you`ve called : Mother

person that`s called you : Zena

tv show you`ve watched : Bourne Supremecy. It was dinner.

person you were thinking of : The last person I mentioned. haha

you have a bf or gf : Nope

you have a crush on someone : NIL

you wish you could live somewhere else : Yes. LONDON OR ITALY

you believe in online dating : No

you want more piercings : Yes

you do drugs : No

you like roller coasters : BRING IT!

you write in cursive or print : Both. It's inconsistent. Haha

+ best +

gum : huh?

tv show : Ugly Betty HAHAH Lllll

thing in the world : NIL

thing to collect : NOTEBOOKS :D

+ favorite +

song : NIL I have song(s)

thing to do : NIL

sports : Ice Skating

beverage : Milo

movies : NIL

bands : LP HIM BEDROOM UTENSILS

ever cried over someone : Yeah

ever lied to someone : Yeah. Mother LOL

ever been in a fist fight : Yeah.. Not exactly. It wasn't fists... It was more like... Slaps... And pencils.

ever been arrested : No

shampoo you use : Idk

perfume you use : Shhh

shoes you wear : Dunno

scared of : Hantu

+ number +

of drugs taken illegally? : NIL

of people you consider enemies? : One or two. But getting over it

of cd`s that i own? : TONS

of times your name has appeared in the newspaper? : NIL as far as I know but if not referring to me then who knows?

of scars on my body? : IDK

of things in my past that I regret? : WTH

+ yes or no +

you keep a diary : Yes

you like to cook : No

you sketch while you are on the phone : No

you have read a book in the past week : No

you replace the toilet-paper roll immediately : I don't.

you like crossword puzzles : No

you have visited the eiffel tower : Yes

you have a secret you'll never tell : Yes

you often have people over at your house : No. Not from me. Usually my brother.

you like america : Yeah

you talk in your sleep : No

you like hiking : No

you shave regularly: WTF

you smoke : wth

you can whistle : Not really

you bite your fingernails : NO. It destroys your cuticles. I just sounded like a bimbo. Tsk

you have hit your father or mother in anger : No

when your alarm clock sounds, you get out of bed : HAHA no

you hate parties : No

you have stolen money from your parents : No

you have fired a gun : No

+ do +

you often have the last word : No and Yes

you give money to homeless people : sometimes

life treats you well : HAHA

+ i . . . +

i am : HIGH

i want : To get a GOLD for BeiJing

i have : Awesome seniors

i wish : Singapore was exactly the way it is on terms of physical environment except with winter

i hate : Shhh

i miss : Shhhh

i hear : My grandmother's show

i search : For the tip of the iceberg

i love : Cliches. :D

i always : Shake my leg HHA

i`m not : Exactly positive

i dance : When I'm high and happy and FREE

i sing : When I like the song or know it and not hate it... as long as I'm in certain company

i cry : Shhh

i am not always : Nice

i write : More than people think

i win : whenever something happens when I say " I win!" hahhaha

i lose : When I lose

i confuse : Myself

i should : Remain free

i need : Study

mother thinks i am : Idk. Useless piece of toot

it makes me happy when : Idk

it upsets me that : I'm still doing this nonsense

+ do you . . . +

take a shower everyday? : Yes

think/know you`ve been in love? : yeah.

want to get married? : ...

get motion sickness? : no

think you’re a health freak? : no

get along with your parents? : no

like thunderstorms? : yes.

+ or . . . +

cuddle or makeout : ...

milk chocolate or hot chocolate : MILK.

chocolate or vanilla : choc

wendy's or mcdonalds : Macs

shower or bath : shower.

night or day : night.

rain or snow : snow.

banana or cheese : cheese.

hot or cold : cold.

+ in the last 24hrs have you . . . +

cried : ...

helped someone : ...

bought something : yeah.

gotten sick : no.

gone to the movies : nope.

gone out to dinner : no

said "i love you" : no

written a real letter : nope.

talked to an ex : n/a

missed an ex : n/a

written in a journal : no

talked to someone you have a crush on : n/a

had a serious talk : idk. what do you call serious

missed someone : ...

hugged someone : yeah.

fought with your parents : ....

sneezed : Yea

1. Whats so good about the person you
love?
- n/a

2. So where's your mum?
- Sleeping in bed at home

3.Do you drive yet?
- no.

4. How do you feel about racism?
- SUCKS.

5. Who's the sexiest person alive?
- HEATHER lol

6. Who was the last person you talked
to on MSN or AIM ?
- Simone

7. On a sunday night, what do you
usually do?
- this

8. Name a song that reminds you of old
memories.
- if we hold on together

9. Do you like the color gray?
- okay luh

10. Is there someone you really can't
stop thinking about?
- ...

11. Look outside, how's the weather?
- i don't wanna

12. Are you jealous of anyone right
now?
- no

13. Has anyone thought you liked them?
- yes

14. Last time you didn't tell the
truth?
- ...

15. Name something great that happened
today.
- ...

16. Do you regret doing something
today?
- ...

17. What would you like to tell your
bestfriend/s?
- I LOVE YA

18. When you think of rainbow, what
color pops in your head?
- Blue HAHAHHA

19. Do you believe in aliens?
- no

20. Where would you like to be?
- France, enjoying the FRIES

21. What is the worst thing your
parents could do?
- Take away my privileges.

22. Have you been happy recently?
- YEAH!

23. Do you like receiving presents
your birthday?
- yeah

24. Math,POA,english, science?
-English

25. What are you currently listening
to?
- nothing

26. Do you have limewire?
- no

27. Do you wish you were somewhere far
far away?
- yeahhhh.

28. Who do you think is the best
newcoming artist?
- NIL

29. Do you own a bible?
- yeah

30. Is lying ever acceptable?
- depends.

31. What was the last movie you
watched?
- i don't rmb

32 . Name someone who has turned your
life around at some point.
- people people people. =)

33. How is your heart lately?
- red. It's red isn't it? Would you like me to rip mine out for you?
I can't find it. OH OH! I see it. It's in the rubbish. Nope nope it's not red... It seems blackish? Hmmm

I'm hanging by a thread|12:07 AM|

Sunday, March 30, 2008

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VERONICAAAAA
I need your help again!
I was doing the template shit thang
Then I accidentally deleted everything
Heehee (:D

So the taggy thing
Is kinda screwed now. HAHA

PLEASEEEEE? :DDD

I'm hanging by a thread|11:36 PM|

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In the process of changing templates, I accidentally deleted all the links and everything and now all is GONE. dammit.

Well well
I wanna know how to set a peekture as a background. Then I can use my own. Hahha

I'm hanging by a thread|9:06 PM|

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ahhhhhahahhaah OMG
hahhhaha

I need to speak proper English and type in a proper way. I must not write simple useless sentences. I shan't use Singaporean-English anymore. Unless I am in an informal state of mind. Haha. Laughing is allowed. Why am I making rules for myself on my own blog?

Anyway, I've got to go consume my dinner now. I will post more posts later so that I will be closer to my meaningless 100 posts goal.

I'm hanging by a thread|8:03 PM|

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EEEEEE
My tummy is starting to hurt. :'(

RAWR
rawr
rawr

IDC
hahahahahahaha

Omg
I think I'm going crazeeee
lol

I'm hanging by a thread|7:58 PM|

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She must learn to be more open. Tsk tsk.

Then things will get better for her =)

Oh dear. I saw something today that made me go =0

HAHAHAH

I'm hanging by a thread|7:48 PM|

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I like peektures. :D

EEEEEEEyuck.
HAHA

I bought a bag. A big black bag. A big black sling bag. =)

I didn't. My father did. He bought it for me. =)

Youtube is SCREWING MEHHH

Hahhahahaa

Anywayyy
Bugis
Pfft
Bugis
Wtf
ANYWAY
hahaha

Thees ees myyy liiife

Rahh

I'm hanging by a thread|7:44 PM|

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I'm free
FREE FREE FREE FREE FREE FREE FREE
Free from your evil degrading grasp.

So you cautiously enter the space wondering what to expect. At the far end are ten or twelve eagles looking alert. They look magisterial but not too dangerous yet. But every few moments an eagle pushes off and hurtles to the other end. When you have seen such a flight you realize that giving these flying miracles every possible chance to be free is the ONLY option.

Heidi and Sigrid are experts at catching an eagle ready for release. They have huge three foot diameter butterfly nets. Needless to say, these pieces of apparatus have a tough life. They look as if they've been dropped into a threshing machine and in some ways they have. But regardless of that, they do the job of stopping a speeding eagle in mid flight without harm.

I'm hanging by a thread|7:38 PM|

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Rahh

I hate that yuck yuck
HAHAHAHAH
Avoidance is interesting.

I THEENK THAT SHE'S BEING VERY CHEERY LIKE A CHERRY ON A PLATE FUUULLL OF WITTLE BLACK BERRIES.

That did not make sense. Haha

She's in the process of healing.
In this specific case, she really doesn't care about her does she
No, no. She doesn't. But that's OK isn't it?
Yes it is.

My snowman is so bored. My peenk star is cold. My puppy is squashed. My violet is... Hugging a plug. My apple is sitting on me. hahhaha

I'm hanging by a thread|2:38 PM|

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I'm halfway there. Almost. Just... Half more. -.-

Well, I discovered something last night. Something I wish wasn't true. I mean, what is it that they talk about that keeps the conversation going, or is it just because they BOTH FIND things to say because they like each other. Oh how much it hurts

Supposed to be settled but not because there are still so many things within and it could be just me she feels nothing.

ANYWAY
I'm happy
I'm happy
I'm happy
I don't care I'm happy

I'm going out in 10 minutes.
To have lunch.

Rahhh

So sick
sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick
and tired
so sick and tired

Amen

P.S you effers suck, really.

I'm hanging by a thread|2:26 PM|

Saturday, March 29, 2008

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Woahhhhhhhhhhh my baby how beautiful you are
and woahhhhhhhh my darling completely torn apart
you're gone with the sin my baby and beautiful you are
so gone with the sin my darling

Gone With The Sin
It's a great song.

And also instilled cos of my brother.

Anyway, I feel like eating a piece of cabbage. This is an extremely rare occurance and I don't think there's any cabbage in the refrigerator so TOO bad for me. Haha

Nah, it's been 2 minutes. I don't feel like eating cabbage anymore.

AHHHH my back painnnnnnnnnnn rahhh

I'm hanging by a thread|11:41 PM|

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Wow. It's so tiring typing lyrics. So painstakingly type it all out so random people whoever can read. HAHAAHA

FUNERAL OF HEARTS.
Super nice.

The funeral of hearts
And an ode for cruelty
When angels cry blood
On flowers of evil in bloom

The funeral of hearts
And a plea for mercy
when love is a gun
Separating me from you

OHH there's this last verse it's super nice.
I mean, it sounds nice. Gotta listen then I'll be understood.

The heretic seal beyond divine
A prayer to a god who's deaf and blind
The last rites for souls on fire
Three little words and a question why

eeeheehee
I like lyrics. Omg, is that a crime?

I'm hanging by a thread|11:34 PM|

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I'm listening to all the HIM songs.
I'm listening to The Beginning Of The End right now.
It just changed to Beyond Redemption. I especially like it because it's one of the songs where I recognize the guitar. From the start of the song right to the end OK I've heard it a million times. Before I had any of their songs, I could already recite many many lines from a number of their songs even if I didn't know which song. Hahaha. That's how much I've heard it 'next door'. Since primary school.
Hhahaha
It's like it's instilled in me. haha

I see an elephant. It's got a rainbow bow-tie. It has a yellow vest! A white shirt inside. Green pants. And holding a red and yellow flag with a green star.

OH, it just changed to Buried Alive By Love.

Again the burden of losing rests upon my shoulders
And it's weight seems unbearable
Your tomb is where your heart is
I should have told her
But within me hid a secret so terrible

To cry is to know that you're alive
But my river of tears has run dry
I never wanted to fool you, no
But a cold heart is a dead heart
And it feels like I've been buried alive by love

If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die
Rescue me with your smile

If I should die before I wake
There ain't no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die
Rescue me with your smile

The kiss of vanity blessed me with a spiritual murder
And fed the gods of war insatiable
Your home is where the dark is
I should have told her
Embrace the fire indestructable

To die is to know that you're alive
And my river of blood won't run dry
I never wanted to lose you
But a cold heart is a dead heart
And it feels like I've been buried alive by love

If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die
Rescue me with your smile

And then say to cry is to know that you're alive
And my river of tears has run dry
I never wanted to fool you, no
But a cold heart is a dead heart
A deserted soul is gone
A cold heart is a dead heart
And it feels like I've been buried alive by love

If I should die before I wake
There ain't no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die
Rescue me with your smile

If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die
Rescue me with you smile

I've been buried alive by love
I've been buried alive by love
Buried alive by love
I've been buried alive by love
I've been buried alive by love
I've been buried alive by love

SO NICE RIGHT

Now it's playing the acoustic version of Don't Fear The Reaper.
Sound familiar? Yeah some may know. I love it. Baby don't fear the reaper and all.

The lyrics to the song... A bit the weird. Very weird.

All our times have come
Here but now they're gone
Seasons don't fear the reaper
Nor do the wind, the sun or the rain
We can be like they are

Come on baby... Don't fear the reaper
Baby take my hand... Don't fear the reaper
We'll be able to fly... Don't fear the reaper
Baby I'm your man

Valentine is done
Here but now they're gone
Romeo and Juliet
Are together in eternity
Romeo and Juliet

40 000 men and women everyday... Like Romeo and Juliet
40 000 men and women everyday... Redefine happiness
Another 40 000 coming everyday... We can be like they are

Then there's that don't fear the reaper chorus part

Love of two is one
Here but now they're gone
Came the last night of sadness
And it was clear we couldn't go on
The door was open and the wind appeared
The candles blew and then disappeared
The curtains flew, then he appeared
Saying don't be afraid

Come on baby... And we had no fear
And we ran to him... Then we started to fly
We looked backward and said goodbye
We had become like they are
We had taken his hand
We had become like they are

Come on baby... Don't fear the reaper.

I love how it's telling the story. I don't know what's up with the weird 40 000 thing.

But the non acoustic sounds nicer to me =)

I'm hanging by a thread|11:03 PM|

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WATCH IT
WATCH IT 'TIL THE LAST SECOND :D
You gonn' get a shock baby.

I like the first part. The girl on the phone.

WARMNESS ON THE SOUL. BYE AVENGED SEVENFOLD. =)
Up there up there!

Hahaha.

OMG HIM songs are awesome. Thanks to my brother again. Such a great job ain't it?
Being an elder brother. You can influence your younger sibling(s) like that. Like, Beautiful Ones by don't know who. It's psychedelic music. My brother intro-ed too. And HIM also. His ultimate favourite.

He can play the guitar for ALL of the songs and I'm like.. OMG
Haha. And when I listened to all the songs. I recognized most of the guitar solos and all from what my brother used to play every night and all. Nowadays not so much. He's practising other things.

HIM is slightly on the satanic side LOL

NOOO not really satanic. Just a bit ungodly-ish. Doesn't make them satanic. Haha

I'm hanging by a thread|10:39 PM|

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Beyond Redemption and Warmness On The Soul are the two songs I can't stop listening to right now.

And the chorus, Mabel said it should be for me. I was like, wtf.
Feel it turning your heart into stone. Feel it piercing your courageous soul, Beyond now, redemption, No one's gonna catch you when you fall.

I was thinking 'thanks a lot for indirectly telling me you won't' and 'I do not have a courageous soul'
BUT you know what? I want a shell. A hard shell. Like a crab or a turtle. I don't expect people to care. And I don't mean it in an emo way. Honestly, I can't go around expecting people to care and all that. So, I don't. =)

SO, I erased that thought. Acting happy would eventually make me happy so there. :D

And Veronica's letter was so nice. Haha. <3

Hehehehe. Jayni and the lift. Shhh

Hahhahaa
I just watched The Game Plan. Hahaha. So nice yet funny.

It's ringing in my head OMG la la lalalalalala
feel it turning your heart into stone, feel it piercing your courageous soul. Beyond now, redemption, no one's gonna catch you when you fall. Beyond now, redemption. I've seen it all before. It's when heaven turns to black, hell to white. Oh I see you crawl. Arms wide open. Begging for more. I've been there before. Knocking the same door. It's when hate turns to love, love to hate. Faith to doubt, doubt to faith now. And Warmness' piano omggggg. It's so nice. I was listening to it on repeat in the car to and from church today. Before and after catechism.

OH my mother was driving me to catechism. I was listening to Warmness cos I refused to socialize cos grandmother and mother pissed me off. Yeah, and my mother drove to school. Wth. Anyway, after that, she drove to church. I was 15 minutes late. Meghan was earlier than me FOR ONCE OMG FOR ONCE. She wore her super mini bright blue skirt. I don't get it. SJII has definitely changed her.

Anyway. Gladys picks on me. I was playing a cell phone game. She could've just taken away the phone right? NOOO she had to make me move to the other side of the room. WTF. I was just playing the game by myself. And Meghan and Michelle were talking and I had to move. So stupid luh. Friggin picks on me I swear. The last time I went for catechism she made me stand and talk too. The more she does that, the more I don't wanna show. Stupid bitch.

FUCK CATECHISM luh. I'm only going cos if not, I don't get confirmed. I don't get confirmed, I have another year of class and I have to go because of mother. She wants me to get confirmed so badly omg. So annoying. Grrrrr

So when I was on the other side. When she came to our not-chosen-ourselves group, she was asking questions and all about our task. And when she asked me I gave attitude. Stupid bitch. Stupid bitch. Stupid bitch.

ANYWAY =) continueing to be happy here.

OK. Confession time:
During mass, Michelle and I went off to get Ice cream. I know. I might as well have not gone. I had Belgium Chocolate ice-cream. With thousand isles.
Hmm. We got back in time for the Host. But I really think that there's some rule or whatever you call it where, when you do these kinds of things, you can't receive communion. But we did cos Michelle wanted to if not she'll feel like she didn't go. So yeah. Sorreh.

-No one's gonna catch you when you fall-
I can't believe I only learned that now.

I'm hanging by a thread|9:58 PM|

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Crap
Anyway
I understand Matrices now. I do, I really do. I'm listening to random music right now. I found my brother's "First cut is the deepest"

Ah well. We all suffer don't we?
Haha

My phone. Tsk. I need a new phone! Rahahahahhaha

I'm hanging by a thread|12:52 AM|

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Maths today was fun. Dinner was good. The water game was fun. And bloating. Browny was cute.

I'm going to harden my heart, whatever is left of it. So that I don't feel what I'm feeling. So she doesn't have to feel bad for what I'm feeling because I want her to be happy.

I am really addicted to that game man. Luminous Blocks. Haha. SOMEBODY STOP ME!!

Even if it's the special one she has. If it were possible to die of a broken heart, I'd be dead by now. I'm just trying to get over it. I want to feel numb. So I no longer feel at all. So nothing affects me anymore. So all this will just wash away into the darkness. Oh this forbidden triangle. Two point to you, one point to her, none point to me. But it's okay. I hope I heal. I want to no longer feel so that I do not have to heal.
Hmm, I found a bunch of nice pictures. I don't know why, I feel like frequently changing display pictures. Haha
When hearts bleed like mine, then we all must die a tragic death for love can make anyone succumb to their own fears, their own pain within. In the end, we will ultimately drown in our own blood... The blood that sustains life.
Warmness is still really nice!
The ONE girl I cannot have
Yet she's the one I need
And the only one I want
It's hard to let go
I think my Dona is improving!
I want you happy
I hope you find home
Please don't forget me
I'll be fine on my own
Omg, I'm up so late and there's band tomorrow. Tsk shannen tsk.
It takes forever to forget someone like you
And I wish, I could. But you're there.
I can't help it. And she's there too.
Don't hate me. But don't leave me.
The water game. Omg. Is so bloating. And Jadon kept repeating rules. Wth. haha
Love is cruel
Love is pain
I had a toilet card in the beginning and didn't use it all the way. Even when the game had ended, I still held that card. haha
I'll stand in the rain and watch you go.
Jayni got a new table and chairs todayy! hahaha
I love you both. You're my best friend. She's the one I love.
It's a different feeling. Naj, Clare, Jen and Shar were different. Those were crushes.
I've never felt like this before and it hurts so much. I can't explain the way I feel around you.
But it's like heaven in hell.
I'm not running tomorrow. I've got my mood swing legs and my back pain. =(
Just let me be
The broken hearted.
Don't worry about me
No, really, I'm serious, don't.
I think they'll be playing games. Hehe all the more I'm happy I'm not doing morning activities. I really think sectionals are better. Games, waste time, to me.
I'll deal with this within myself ok.
Why did you play with my heart like that. When you knew you liked someone else. The thing I want to know now, is the depth of your liking.
Celebrities like to get drunk. I have no idea why.
I changed for you. Now I realize, it was in vain. It didn't work. It only pushed you away.

Ah well. Life goes on. Celebrities are celebrities.

I'm hanging by a thread|12:27 AM|

Thursday, March 27, 2008

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Hello.

If I want maths help from Jayni, I have to start doing my homework. :'(
Went for self-practice today =D Poor Jayni and her muscles. I didn't know standing broad jump could do that! Haha. Anyway, I was practising Dona Nobis Pacem and then somehow went on do Beast and the Harlot hahah. I'M SORRY, I'M A SLOW LEARNER. Shhh.

AND I FEEL SO privileged.. Hahhaah. Why? Because I am THE ONLY one in MY ENTIRE class who's allowed to use an English-Chinese dictionary when doing the Chinese compo. HAHA!! Yes yes. It's supposed to be a sad thing cos it means that I'm the ONLY ONE who's really THAT BAD. Hahha. And I have TWO people to help me! Plus the dictionary is THREE things altogether hahah. Tricia and Melina... Melina sits next to me and she's the slowest cos she has to help Chelsea and Me and Xiao Hui and a lot of people since she has her whole smart-good-girl reputation. And Tricia sits right at the back so she finished fast. And then the teacher told her to take a chair and sit in front of me. HHHAAHAHAHA
So I have two people and a dictionary to help me
HAHA

I NEED to take Chinese syllabus B next year. I NEED it or else my future goes down the drain.
Hey, I want to study. I want to do my work. I want to not make teachers hate me. I want to not sleep in class. I want to not have teachers always ask me to pay attention or what am I doing or where's my homework or other things. So stupid.
I have reasons. People can call them excuses. But no one really understands the depth of it k. It sounds really stupid, like it's just some lousy excuse. I don't like how it sounds either. But it's like THAT. I cannot find it in me. It's like, my mind and body has totally given up but my heart wants to work but it cannot work alone.

So, what I'm hoping is that this Maths thing helps me in more than math.
Since I have to do my homework already, then when I'm done with Math homework I think it'll be automatic to do whatever else while I'm at it. But will I remember? That's the thing. I forget to bring the books and all home and again it sounds like some sorry-ass excuse again.

And omg it is just SOOO friggin hard to concentrate in class I tell you. It's as if my mind drifts on it's own and I have no control over it no matter how much I wanna pull it back. Sooo once again, I'm hoping that this Math-homework-tuition condition thing works out cos I need it a whole lot. I just hope I can find it somewhere to buck up and start studying. And I hope it won't be too late. I need my MY results. My EOYs are never that good. Because it's a whole year's work and omg it's too RAGH

OMG
I have something HUGE bothering me and I think I just told Shanthini one eighth of it but omg. It's too much man. I can't stand it. And then there's the everything everything. No one is gonna understand luh. Empathy. We all need empathy. Real empathy. ANYWAY I'm losing whichever way any situation goes. Under any circumstances. Oh well.

I have funkeh goals. hahah. SHE calls then funky goals..

- Lose weight ("so expected")
- Learn HIM songs on guitarrrr! ("you have a guitar?")
- Be wayyy less bimbotic. I've really gotta stop with the hands and the tone and the like like like. ("YAHH! It's so creepy coming from you because you're like those goth kind of people just look at your DPs")
- Find a way to stop the stupid tooth from being a freakin' frack without having to see a dentist... ("what's freakin' frack?")
- Solve ("ah this is one of your funky secrets right?")
- Bring myself to study
- Get MORE of these kewl goth pics-ys. :D ("you and your 'art'")
-PERCUSSION, BAND, MUSIC, PLAY, GOOD, GOLD, BOND. ("so typical you, shannen")

I like a song
by HIM
Beyond redemption
it's NICE

feel it turning your heart into stone
feel it piercing your courageous soul
beyond now redemption
no one's gonna catch you when you fall

YEAH no one's gonna catch me when I fall.
I can only depend on myself.
And I can't even do that properly
Tsk.

Haha
YOU KNOW WHAT
Forget
I shall try to disregard EVERYTHING
And pretend to be this happy person
It makes things better for everyone around me. Hm

I'm hanging by a thread|7:46 PM|

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

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People say that music can alter moods.
It can talk to you.
It can change entire personalities in some cases.
But, pictures can too.
Art can.
Pictures.
Can make you feel the agony the person is feeling in the picture. If it shows well.
You can look at a painting and cry.
You can walk around a sculpture while your heart melts.
Music, does all of that. But it's simply music. Music musique music.
Is beautiful.

It's a nice image.

And I have this other picture. When I saw it, my heart felt like it got hurt a little. A mini stab. A poke of agony for the person.

I'm hanging by a thread|10:39 PM|

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OMG SHIT
I forgot how to spell fourty. forty? fourty? forty? fourty???

My grandmother was nagging about how we have only a few years left with her and our whole life with our friends but it's not true actually. It may seem that way but it's not. Friends aren't always gonna be there. Even if they're the same age, it doesn't mean that we'll be friends forever. Things happen. Whereas in most circumstances, family is able to forgive. So I think that neither friends nor my grandmother -in particular wth- are gonna be around for long. Actually I have no idea when she'll die or how long more she has to live. But I do know that right now I don't think there's any friend who'll always be... There. Who understands.

Anyway, do I behave in an emo manner that IS ANNOYING?? Tell me tell me tell me. Please. Percs? Since ya'll sorta know me well-er?

Or do I always seem pissed off? I need to knowwwww. It's like self-evaluation HAHA.

OR am I very very bimbotic?

Anyway, I think David Pelzer's mother deserved to die and his father was a coward. He ran away from everything and was too afraid to divorce his crazy wife and when he left he didn't even dare to save his own children from their wretched lives. He just left them there continue to suffer under the mother's 'care'. And David suffered so much and his brother's practically lived in fear. And Richard also ended up next in line. After David finally got away and had to continue to suffer through 'The System'. It's not as good as 'they' all say it is. It doesn't help much. Some fosters really don't deserve it either. David had been living like that since he was too young to even know it and had to learn to survive on mere water from a basement tap. His mother rarely gave him meals. He only had the leftovers from breakfast which the dogs didn't even want. They have proper meals. He had to swallow ammonia and lie in an icy cold tub for hours. His brothers didn't even have the compassion to care anymore. David learned to sleep with his eyes open and wake up when something moved. He was a barely-living, breathing motion sensor. When people looked into his eyes, in the earlier days, deep sadness and suffering showed. After a while, there was nothing. He'd have an empty stare, emotionless. But he lived and is now successful. Isn't that just wonderful.

I've read the first one like a dozen times. So I remembered all that out of my own memory! HAHA. I can remember more luh but... It's too saddening.

I find this interesting: During the day, out of nowhere I'll think of things that mean something and I'd think "hey I can put this on my blog!" but then I come home and I sit/kneel/lie before the laptop and forget what I wanted to say. I'd write it down but that would make blogging a chore wouldn't it? Yes it would. I feel like I'm talking to myself. I'm listening to Avril's old songs. It's been a while.

And it brings back so many memories form Primary SIX of all times of my life. Tsk. That time was a the up up up down time. Let's see...

P1, up obviously. I was too stupid and ignorant to know anything.
P2, up also because I was still so young and naive.
P3, up up down up but the down isn't so down. If I mean down as in DOWN then I'd put DOWN. Haha
P4, up down down up.
P5, up up down up up
P6 up up up down
Sec1 up up up down
Sec2 DOWN DOWN DOWN
Sec3 so far, up up down DOWN down DOWN.
It's sad how things fluctuate like that.
AND do you realize? The people who hurt you the most are the people who matter most to you. Think about it. You wouldn't care if your teacher told you to shut up and get out but if your mother(considering you love your mother luh) tell you that, you get hurt right? It's true.

The closer, the more painful.

-Idon'twanttobemeanymoreifyoudon'tlikeit
-tellmewhoyouwantmetobetellmewhatyouwantmetobe
-tellmewhatyouwantmetodohowyouwantmetodress
-howyouwantmetotalkandthinki'ddoitalljustforyou
-i'dchangeeverythingiamforyoujustsaytheword.

Labels: stalker-eesh

I'm hanging by a thread|8:58 PM|

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

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Hahaha.

Message: 32 Secrets About Yourself.
(Be honest no matter what)

[One] Who was your last friendster
testimonial from?
- Wait lemme check...: Zena

[Two] What were you doing at 12pm?
- I was *yawn* in school.

[Three ] What's your name?
- Shannen.. OR SHANE. LOL.

[Four] Your current relationship
status?
- Single luhhh

[Five] Does your crush(s) like you
back?
- If it's crush(s) then shouldn't it also be Does/Do? And no. Hahha

[Six] What is your current mood?
- I HAVE NO IDEA. Hahahahahah

[Seven] What's your gf/bf name?
- Don't have one!

[Eight] What color shirt are you
wearing?
- White.

[Nine] What was the last thing you
drank?
- Milo

[Ten] If you could go back in time and
change something, would you?
- So many things.

[Eleven] Have a crazy side?
- Yeah hahah. It's more retarded and high then crazy. But no one's seen the real crazy so NEH MIND. haha

[Twelve] Ever had a near death
experience?
- YES. And JAYNI saved my life. ahahha

[Thirteen] Something you do a lot?
- I laugh a lot. At nothing or at something, doesn't really matter does it? HHAH

[Fourteen] Angry at anyone?
- I was I was. WAS!

[Fifteen] Do you wanna see somebody
right now?
- So many people. hahah. Actually just.. 2. But if SEE means SEE then yeah. HAHAH

[Sixteen] Name someone with the same
birthday as you?
- SHARON ONG

[Seventeen] When was the last time you
cried?
- Idk.

[Eighteen] Who would you do anything
for?
- This particular human being.

[Nineteen] Who is your idol?
- MYYYYYY my my my... I don't have one. Role model however, is different right?

[Twenty] What's the first thing you
notice about the opposite gender?
- That they are the opposite gender.

[Twenty-one] What do you usually
order from starbucks?
- Coffee.

[Twenty-two] What's your biggest
secret?
- I don't really know which is the biggest haha

[Twenty-four] Favorite movie?
- I don't have ONE. I have many, so then there can't be a favourite. HAHHA

[Twenty-five] Do you still watch
kiddy movies or tv shows?
- Sure sure. Today Zena just reminded me of JOHNNY BRAVO. Lol.

[Twenty-six] What are you eating
or drinking at the moment?
- Nothin'.

[Twenty-seven ] Do you speak any
other language?
- Mandarin, French? But not often.

[Twenty-eight] What's your favorite
smell?
- SMELL? WTF? hahah. Idk.

[Twenty-nine] Describe your life in
one word, what would it be?
- Blizzard

[Thirty] Have you ever kissed in
the rain?
- No.

[Thirty-one] Do you like the rain?
- I guess.

[Thirty-two] What are you
thinking about right now?
- Jake said:"AM I SHORTER THAN SHANNEN." HAHA
I'm thinking... NO I'm shorter than Jake. hahhaHAHAHA

I'm hanging by a thread|7:20 PM|

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I AM SO BORED again. I KNOW! "Why don't you study for a change blah blah blah blah blah" Hmm... I think maybe I should study. But I can't study everyday or anything like that. I can't I just can't handle it. Haha.
So, I do this stuff from friendster again and Jake named it after me! Like wth HAHAH.

A] - AVAILABLE
* Yes and No

[B] - BIRTHDAY
* 8 Dec

[C] - CONFUSED ABOUT:
* A lot of things when I really think about it.

[D] - DRINK YOU LAST HAD:
* Milo?

[E] - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK to:
* HEATHER!

[F] - FAVORITE MUSIC GROUP/Band:
* HIM, Bedroom Utensils(MY BROTHER'S BAND! :D), LP, aiyahhh there are a lot.

[G] - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS:
* WORMS

[H] - HOMETOWN:
* Singapore. Singapore is a town. Hehe

[I] - INSTRUMENT:
* PERCUSSION

[J] - JUICE:
* Grape?

[K] - KILLED SOMEONE:
* Killed? No. Want to kill? OH SO MANY.

[L] - LONGEST BUS RIDE:
* I got on the bus in TP and fell asleep on THE WRONG BUS some more and I think I was on for about 3 and a half hours.... HAHAH. I slept for about 2 and then I was wondering what the hell happened for half an hour and I was stoning for the rest of the time before I slept. HAHA.

[M] - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR:
* Vanilla OR OREO :P

[N] - NEW FRIEND:
* Do I have any? Hmm

[O] - ONE WISH:
* It's a secret.

[P] - PERFECT WEATHER:
* WINTER AND THERE'S A LIGHT SNOW =)

[Q] - QUIET OR LOUD:
* Loud..

[R] - REASONS TO SMILE:
* Humans. I have a very hilarious bestie. Hahah.

[S] - SINGLE:
* Yes.

[T] - TIME YOU WOKE UP:
* 5AM

[U] - Outfit of the day:
* School Uniform

[V] - VIOLENT:
* MELINA. Since when ah since when? All of a sudden start whacking me all.

[W] - WINTER OR SUMMER:
*winter

[X] xXx WITH:
* Huh?

[Y] - YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL:
* None. I love reptiles in GENERAL. Hahah

[Z] - ZODIAC SIGN:
* Sagittarius.

Okay. Here comes another one Teeheehee

NEXT POST. then i'll be closer to my hundred hahaha

I'm hanging by a thread|6:33 PM|

Monday, March 24, 2008

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I AM SO BORED RIGHT NOW THAT I COULD JUST DIE AND COME BACK TO LIFE A MILLION TIMES AND I'D STILL BE BORED.

So, I went to friendster and saw a random sentence with ME in it in Jake's profile like OKkkkkk.... Hahhaa. So I went to see bulletins, yes I like to read even though everyone hates 'em hahahaha. So I'mma take some and answer them myself so I can kill this boredom before it kills me!

1. Whose picture is it that you keep in
your wallet?
- I don't have a picture in my wallet haha

2. What time do you go to bed?
- It's always after ONE AM. Lol.

3. What was the last thing you did
before filling this survey?
- Chatting with Jake on MSN. Hahaha.

4. Who's the one you always meet the
most?
- Idk, no ONE. Mostly Percs.

5. Who's the person you're gonna call
if you need emotional help?
- I don't usually call people for emotional help but if I did, I'd either call Heather or Shanthini. Heather more likely...

6. What's on your mind just now?
- MAS SELAMAT. Cos of JAKE. hahahhaha

7. Kissed a complete stranger?
- YUCK. No, I'm no whore.

8. With whom do you wanna have fun?
- Percussionists!

9. When was the last time you went out?
- Today? Idk what you call 'went out'. I guess yesterday yeah.

10. What do you hate the most for now?
- WIRES Grah. Always entangle each other.

11. When was the FIRST time you slept
alone?
- This year. Hahah.

12. What things do you want to do now?
- Nothing in particular.

13. What do you do everyday besides eat
and sleep?
-I practise! My Perc and Guitar.

4. Colors that make you happy?
- Happy? ORANGE AND WHITE!

15. Most favorite things in your room?
- This laptop and my furniture and drum set and guitar and omg almost everything haha.

16. What was the last thing you bought?
- KFC popcorn cheeeeecken. Hahah.

17. Miss someone?
- Doesn't everyone miss one person or another in one way or another?

18. Are you a coffee addict?
- I wouldn't say addicted but if I were to pass it I'd get super tempted :D

19. Are you satisfied with your life
right now?
- HAH HAH HAH Do I have a choice? If I'm not then I'm 'unappreciative'. If I am it means I'm happy and fulfilled which I'm not so there's no answer to that.

20. Would you share a glass of water
with a friend?
- Omg, yeah.

21. When was the last time you ate
seafood?
- I dislike seafood. I'm not answering the question am I? I can't remember the last time.

22. Ever had a food fight?
-Yes as far as I can remember?

23. What do you usually eat for
breakfast?
-Depends what my maid feels like stuffing down my throat.

24. Lost a friendship over something
stupid?
- So many that it's quite sad for me.

25. Been really depressed before?
- Sure sure.

26. What's your favorite food?
- Is Milo counted?

27. Cried in front of your classmates?
-Yeah. I love IJ girls. So COMPASSIONATE AND UNDERSTANDING :D

28. Can you remember what you did on
the first day of your school in
high school?
- That would be the first day of sec3 hmm... What did I do... I DON'T REMEMBER. Lol.

30. Did you ever cheat during an exam?
- Sure sure SHHHH

31. Is kissing normal for our age?
- VERY NORMAL but not so openly common. Hahah

I'm hanging by a thread|9:31 PM|

Sunday, March 23, 2008

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Well well well. I'm back again.
I'mma post that Major thing.

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?

You scored as a French/Spanish/Other Language

You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in a foreign language, especially French or Spanish as they have a greater use in today's world. But other languages could be useful to you as well, such as Chinese, Japanese, German, Italian, or many others. With a major in a foreign language you could teach, or work for a company as a translator or foreign correspondent.

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didn't think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. A minor in a foriegn language is useful for ANY major. Also, business or political science are great minors for a foreign language major.

Visual&PerformingArts

100%

English/Journalism/Comm

100%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

100%

Psychology/Sociology

88%

Education/Counseling

81%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health

56%

HR/BusinessManagement

50%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

50%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

31%

Physics/Engineering/Computer

31%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

31%

Religion/Theology

25%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

19%

Mathematics/Statistics

So cool right? HAHAH. I love the arts, obviously and I love psychology. The human mind and behavior. That's why I "think too much". Quoted from SOMEONE. Lol.
It's not judging OK! It's observing and analyzing... And drawing conclusions but I am fully aware that it could be untrue! HAHA.
And OMG I love languages! I may hate Mandarin but knowing it is quite alright. I hate it because school only teaches read write read write pass fail read write. When do we actually have to have conversations? Someone can speak but not read or write it properly whattttt!! Grahh. Anyway, I love French, Latin, Italian... Spanish is quite interesting too! Hahaha. And hey, I think I basically love European languages. And omg that funny language Brazilians speak, I wanna find out MORE!!!!!
Hahaha. Yeah. I think that quiz is kinda right. Because since this year, I HATE MATH. I detest Chemistry, I'm not exactly interested in religion as some people who know me would know... And I really don't like politics.
Though... I don't know wth Geology is or what Theology is... And I'm not sure I know what Comm is...
Well, that thingo was pretty much accurate. HAHAHAHAHAHA. More or less luh. It's saying what would be best for me to major in NOT what I'm best at. Because it wouldn't know and I don't really know either because what a person says she/he is good at depends on the person's self confidence/esteem... I'm right? I'm right. HAHAHHA.
So they ask questions about preferences. What we enjoy or like. Some questions ask whether we're good at stuff. But only a few. hahahah.

ANYWAY. I'm gonna continue eating my little easter chocolates... At 1030PM yes. It's considered early k. hahaha. As compared to my USUAL. Really really. Usually I'm in my room with the computer and air con under the blanket at like, 12 or 1. Today, I was here at 10. Hhahaha. So much earlier. So I'll go watch my daily one hour show haha and then I'll sleeeeeep. ZZZZ. early night for once. Melina's gonna be happy. Hahahah(though I don't know if it's genuine. I guess it is)
HAHA

BONNE NUIT

I'm hanging by a thread|10:20 PM|

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YO!
HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!
I took this from Grace HAHAH
But it's MY OWN personal results. And I'm quite happy with it. I mean, I love foreign languages, I love psychology :D Wait wait
I HAVE AN IDEA
the next post
LOL
I need the ONE HUNDRED! It's a stupid goal that wastes time. I know who'd say that.

I'm hanging by a thread|6:59 PM|

Saturday, March 22, 2008

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I know my abcs still! Now, it's HUMANS.
The people who are important in my life or or are part of something that means a lot to me play a significant role. Or simply, VERY important.

A-Ambra
B-
C- Crystal, Cleris, Clare, Connie
D- Dianah
E- Elizabeth
F-
G- Grace
H- Heather
I-
J- Jayni, Jake, Joanna
K- Kinnie, Kia Ying
L- Licia
M- Meghan, Michelle, Michelle, Melina, Monica
N-
O-
P-
Q-
R-
S- Simone, Sharifah, Sharon, Sarah
T-Tiffany I suppose, Tutu
U-
V-Veron, Valerie, Valerie
W-
X-Xin Yi
Y-
Z-Zena

Most are percs HAHA
I'm trying to learn Close to the flame. It's super nice and it's only 5 chords. But the changing from this particular note, is pathetically difficult for me.
I'm gonna try to be HAPPY and go back to who I used to be OK!
I'mma act like a bimbo if that'll make things any bettah.

I'm hanging by a thread|12:18 AM|

Thursday, March 20, 2008

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I was trying to find that song
That song that I had written
I had written it for you
Now I know why I can't find it
You're not meant to read it
So it saves you the emotion
Whatever it may be
I was trying to find that song
That song I composed for you
With slow music and lyrics
So you listen carefully
Never mind now
Carry on and be happy
I will heal in time to come
Just don't pull away

Got our report books back today. :/ Poor Jayni... I hope she'll be OK. I don't know how I can still go around and be happy when I've seen my results. I guess I was mentally prepared because, honestly, I know how much effort I put in and how much I cared, it wasn't a lot. So I deserved it and was mentally prepared for bad results. SINCE I do not care, I shall let the whole world (ha ha..hahaha) see my results! HAHHAHHA
I'm such a loser man. Lol.
I got a B3 for English, that stupid Ms Wee and her damn high marking standards. That's like Uni standard luh that piece of fffffffffork...
I failed my Chinese, got a U, which in Express I'm sure is an F9. 25! HAHAHA. There's no surprise there, really. It's been like that for ages.
I failed me Math. That's just sad but I was also prepared for it. 45! Oh so close. I guess it's really not that bad considering my attitude, I can't believe I just admitted that to myself. Tsk.
I got a C5 for combined Sciences(bio chem) and combined humanities (ss, geog). I think my Bio pulled up my science grade and my social studies pulled up my humans grade. But, I don't mean to be ego or whatever but I think I can naturally do humans. I mean, ss, lit, history, geog. I'm either scoring or passing. And not jsut 50... Like, 50++. HAHAH. I can't remember my exact mark for humans but I'm not taking the book out now. I'm not surrendering it until Mr Lim scolds me for not handing it up! HMPH. Rebel rebel rebel!
I got a B4 for PoA. I'm not saying anything about that.
And I got a B3 for Art which is my HIGHEST mark. Imagine. B3 is my highest. I didn't get a single A... And it wasn't a high B3 man. But I didn't expect to fail it either! Because of... things, I won't boast. Hehe.

Well, that's about it. Now I'm slowly self disciplining myself to eat less and less everyday and when I eat, healthy! Even though I detest veggie!
Yeah, then I can lose that hell-born 5kg. And go back to my normal weight. Even if I grow taller, I do not intend to gain weight! I want an (X) in my report book that's in the Underweight column. I've been told I'm crazy to want that. But I do. So that's just that.

I'm still so far away from 100. Oh dear.

I have an earworm! :D
Close to the flame by HIM! =)

And now my mood is ruined. Ah. Band today. Dona Nobis Pacem... I still can't find it. I know it's there somewhere, I've felt it before. Where is it when I need it? I need this P.
So close to the flame, burning brightly, won't fade away...

It's great for calming down. Then maybe I'll go search for classical canon and dona.
And warmness on the soul!
Hmm... Yeah.

I'm hanging by a thread|8:34 PM|

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A

Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing.[ee hee hee]

Acarophobia- Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching. [wahh damn poor thing]

Acerophobia- Fear of sourness.

Achluophobia- Fear of darkness.

Acousticophobia- Fear of noise. [tsk]

Acrophobia- Fear of heights.

Aerophobia- Fear of drafts, air swallowing, or airbourne noxious substances.

Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places.

Aeronausiphobia- Fear of vomiting secondary to airsickness.

Agateophobia- Fear of insanity.

Agliophobia- Fear of pain.

Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place.

Agraphobia- Fear of sexual abuse.

Agrizoophobia- Fear of wild animals.

Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street.

Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects.

Ailurophobia- Fear of cats.

Albuminurophobia- Fear of kidney disease.

Alektorophobia- Fear of chickens.

Algophobia- Fear of pain.

Alliumphobia- Fear of garlic.

Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions.

Alluminiephobia- Fear of Aluminium

Altophobia- Fear of heights.

Amathophobia- Fear of dust.

Amaxophobia- Fear of riding in a car.

Ambulophobia- Fear of walking.

Amnesiphobia- Fear of amnesia.

Amychophobia- Fear of scratches or being scratched.

Anablephobia- Fear of looking up.

Ancraophobia- Fear of wind. (Anemophobia)

Andrewphobia- Fear of the weak.

Androphobia- Fear of men.

Anemophobia- Fear of air drafts or wind.(Ancraophobia)

Anginophobia- Fear of angina, choking or narrowness.

Anglophobia- Fear of England or English culture, etc.

Angrophobia - Fear of anger or of becoming angry.

Ankylophobia- Fear of immobility of a joint.

Anthrophobia or Anthophobia- Fear of flowers.

Anthropophobia- Fear of people or society.

Antlophobia- Fear of floods.

Anuptaphobia- Fear of staying single.

Apeirophobia- Fear of infinity.

Aphenphosmphobia- Fear of being touched. (Haphephobia)

Apiphobia- Fear of bees.

Apotemnophobia- Fear of persons with amputations.

Arachibutyrophobia- Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth.

Arachnephobia or Arachnophobia- Fear of spiders.

Arithmophobia- Fear of numbers.

Arrhenphobia- Fear of men.

Arsonphobia- Fear of fire.

Asthenophobia- Fear of fainting or weakness.

Astraphobia or Astrapophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Ceraunophobia, Keraunophobia)

Astrophobia- Fear of stars or celestial space.

Asymmetriphobia- Fear of asymmetrical things.

Ataxiophobia- Fear of ataxia. (muscular incoordination)

Ataxophobia- Fear of disorder or untidiness.

Atelophobia- Fear of imperfection.

Atephobia- Fear of ruin or ruins.

Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting.

Atomosophobia- Fear of atomic explosions.

Atychiphobia- Fear of failure.

Aulophobia- Fear of flutes.

Aurophobia- Fear of gold.

Auroraphobia- Fear of Northern lights.

Autodysomophobia- Fear of one that has a vile odor.

Automatonophobia- Fear of ventriloquist's dummies, animatronic creatures, wax statues - anything that falsly represents a sentient being.

Automysophobia- Fear of being dirty.

Autophobia- Fear of being alone or of oneself.

Aviophobia or Aviatophobia- Fear of flying.

B

Bacillophobia- Fear of microbes.

Bacteriophobia- Fear of bacteria.

Ballistophobia- Fear of missiles or bullets.

Bolshephobia- Fear of Bolsheviks.

Barophobia- Fear of gravity.

Basophobia or Basiphobia- Inability to stand. Fear of walking or falling.

Bathmophobia- Fear of stairs or steep slopes.

Bathophobia- Fear of depth.

Batophobia- Fear of heights or being close to high buildings.

Batrachophobia- Fear of amphibians, such as frogs, newts, salamanders, etc.

Belonephobia- Fear of pins and needles. (Aichmophobia)

Bevaphobia- Fear of Mothers - NOTE: Not to be confused with Bevoiaphobia, see below.

Bevoiaphobia - Fear of bad sex

Bibliophobia- Fear of books.

Blennophobia- Fear of slime.

Bogyphobia- Fear of bogeys or the bogeyman.

Botanophobia- Fear of plants.

Bromidrosiphobia or Bromidrophobia- Fear of body smells.

Brontophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.

Bufonophobia- Fear of toads.

C

Cacophobia- Fear of ugliness.

Cainophobia or Cainotophobia- Fear of newness, novelty.

Caligynephobia- Fear of beautiful women.

Caminobiaphobia- Fear of intercourse. (mainly sexual)

Cancerophobia or Carcinophobia- Fear of cancer.

Cardiophobia- Fear of the heart.

Carnophobia- Fear of meat.

Catagelophobia- Fear of being ridiculed.

Catapedaphobia- Fear of jumping from high and low places.

Cathisophobia- Fear of sitting.

Catoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors.

Cenophobia or Centophobia- Fear of new things or ideas.

Ceraunophobia or Keraunophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Astraphobia, Astrapophobia)

Chaetophobia- Fear of hair.

Cheimaphobia or Cheimatophobia- Fear of cold.(Frigophobia, Psychophobia)

Chemophobia- Fear of chemicals or working with chemicals.

Cherophobia- Fear of gaiety.

Chionophobia- Fear of snow.

Chiraptophobia- Fear of being touched.

Chirophobia- Fear of hands.

Cholerophobia- Fear of anger or the fear of cholera.

Chorophobia- Fear of dancing.

Chrometophobia or Chrematophobia- Fear of money.

Chromophobia or Chromatophobia- Fear of colors.

Chronophobia- Fear of time.

Chronomentrophobia- Fear of clocks.

Cibophobia- Fear of food.(Sitophobia, Sitiophobia)

Claustrophobia- Fear of confined spaces.

Cleithrophobia or Cleisiophobia- Fear of being locked in an enclosed place.

Cleptophobia- Fear of stealing.

Climacophobia- Fear of stairs, climbing, or of falling downstairs.

Clinophobia- Fear of going to bed.

Clithrophobia or Cleithrophobia- Fear of being enclosed.

Cnidophobia- Fear of stings.

Cometophobia- Fear of comets.

Coimetrophobia- Fear of cemeteries.

Coitophobia- Fear of coitus.

Contreltophobia- Fear of sexual abuse.

Coprastasophobia- Fear of constipation.

Coprophobia- Fear of feces.

Consecotaleophobia- Fear of chopsticks.

Coulrophobia- Fear of clowns.

Counterphobia- The preference by a phobic for fearful situations.

Creeromophobia- Fear of imperfection (Atelophobia)

Cremnophobia- Fear of precipices.

Cryophobia- Fear of extreme cold, ice or frost.

Crystallophobia- Fear of crystals or glass.

Cyberphobia- Fear of computers or working on a computer.

Cyclophobia- Fear of bicycles.

Cymophobia or Kymophobia- Fear of waves or wave like motions.

Cynophobia- Fear of dogs or rabies.

Cypridophobia or Cypriphobia or Cyprianophobia or Cyprinophobia - Fear of prostitutes or venereal disease.

D

Decidophobia- Fear of making decisions.

Defecaloesiophobia- Fear of painful bowels movements.

Deipnophobia- Fear of dining or dinner conversations.

Dementophobia- Fear of insanity.

Demonophobia or Daemonophobia- Fear of demons.

Demophobia- Fear of crowds. (Agoraphobia)

Dendrophobia- Fear of trees.

Dentophobia- Fear of dentists.

Dermatophobia- Fear of skin lesions.

Dermatosiophobia or Dermatophobia or Dermatopathophobia- Fear of skin disease.

Dextrophobia- Fear of objects at the right side of the body.

Diabetophobia- Fear of diabetes.

Didaskaleinophobia- Fear of going to school.

Dikephobia- Fear of justice.

Dinophobia- Fear of dizziness or whirlpools.

Diplophobia- Fear of double vision.

Dipsophobia- Fear of drinking.

Dishabiliophobia- Fear of undressing in front of someone.

Dishonistaliaphobia- Fear of being drunk or lies.

Domatophobia- Fear of houses or being in a house.(Eicophobia, Oikophobia)

Doraphobia- Fear of fur or skins of animals.

Doxophobia- Fear of expressing opinions or of receiving praise.

Dromophobia- Fear of crossing streets.

Dutchphobia- Fear of the Dutch.

Dysmorphophobia- Fear of deformity.

Dystychiphobia- Fear of accidents.

E

Ecclesiophobia- Fear of church.

Ecophobia- Fear of home.

Eicophobia- Fear of home surroundings.(Domatophobia, Oikophobia)

Eisoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors or of seeing oneself in a mirror.

Electrophobia- Fear of electricity.

Eleutherophobia- Fear of freedom.

Elurophobia- Fear of cats. (Ailurophobia)

Emetophobia- Fear of vomiting.

Enetophobia- Fear of pins.

Enochlophobia- Fear of crowds.

Enosiophobia or Enissophobia- Fear of having committed an unpardonable sin or of criticism.

Entomophobia- Fear of insects.

Entononophobia- Fear of all religions.

Eosophobia- Fear of dawn or daylight.

Ephebiphobia- Fear of teenagers.

Epistaxiophobia- Fear of nosebleeds.

Epistemophobia- Fear of knowledge.

Equinophobia- Fear of horses.

Eremophobia- Fear of being oneself or of lonliness.

Ereuthrophobia- Fear of blushing.

Ergasiophobia- 1) Fear of work or functioning. 2) Surgeon's fear of operating.

Ergophobia- Fear of work.

Erotophobia- Fear of sexual love or sexual questions.

Euphobia- Fear of hearing good news.

Eurotophobia- Fear of female genitalia.

Erythrophobia or Erytophobia or Ereuthophobia- 1) Fear of redlights. 2) Blushing. 3) Red.

F

Febriphobia or Fibriphobia or Fibriophobia- Fear of fever.

Felinophobia- Fear of cats. (Ailurophobia, Elurophobia, Galeophobia, Gatophobia)

Francophobia- Fear of France or French culture. (Gallophobia, Galiophobia)

Frigophobia- Fear of cold or cold things.(Cheimaphobia, Cheimatophobia, Psychrophobia)

G

Galeophobia or Gatophobia- Fear of cats.

Gallophobia or Galiophobia- Fear France or French culture. (Francophobia)

Gamophobia- Fear of marriage.

Geliophobia- Fear of laughter.

Geniophobia- Fear of chins.

Genophobia- Fear of sex.

Genuphobia- Fear of knees.

Gephyrophobia or Gephydrophobia or Gephysrophobia- Fear of crossing bridges.

Germanophobia- Fear of Germany or German culture.

Gerascophobia- Fear of growing old.

Gerontophobia- Fear of old people or of growing old.

Geumaphobia or Geumophobia- Fear of taste.

Glossophobia- Fear of speaking in public or of trying to speak.

Gnosiophobia- Fear of knowledge.

Graphophobia- Fear of writing or handwriting.

Gymnophobia- Fear of nudity.

Gynephobia or Gynophobia- Fear of women.

H

Hadephobia- Fear of hell.

Hagiophobia- Fear of saints or holy things.

Hamartophobia- Fear of sinning.

Haphephobia or Haptephobia- Fear of being touched.

Harpaxophobia- Fear of being robbed.

Hedonophobia- Fear of feeling pleasure.

Heliophobia- Fear of the sun.

Hellenologophobia- Fear of Greek terms or complex scientific terminology.

Helminthophobia- Fear of being infested with worms.

Hemophobia or Hemaphobia or Hematophobia- Fear of blood.

Heresyphobia or Hereiophobia- Fear of challenges to official doctrine or of radical deviation.

Herpetophobia- Fear of reptiles or creepy, crawly things.

Heterophobia- Fear of the opposite sex. (Sexophobia)

Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia- Fear of the number 666.

Hierophobia- Fear of priests or sacred things.

Hippophobia- Fear of horses.

Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words.

Hobophobia- Fear of bums or beggars.

Hodophobia- Fear of road travel.

Hormephobia- Fear of shock.

Homichlophobia- Fear of fog.

Homilophobia- Fear of sermons.

Hominophobia- Fear of men.

Homophobia- Fear of sameness, monotony or of homosexuality or of becoming homosexual.

Hoplophobia- Fear of firearms.

Hydrargyophobia- Fear of mercurial medicines.

Hydrophobia- Fear of water or of rabies.

Hydrophobophobia- Fear of rabies.

Hyelophobia or Hyalophobia- Fear of glass.

Hygrophobia- Fear of liquids, dampness, or moisture.

Hylephobia- Fear of materialism or the fear of epilepsy.

Hylophobia- Fear of forests.

Hypengyophobia or Hypegiaphobia- Fear of responsibility.

Hypnophobia- Fear of sleep or of being hypnotized.

Hypsiphobia- Fear of height.

I

Iatrophobia- Fear of going to the doctor or of doctors.

Ichthyophobia- Fear of fish.

Ideophobia- Fear of ideas.

Illyngophobia- Fear of vertigo or feeling dizzy when looking down.

Iophobia- Fear of poison.

Insectophobia - Fear of insects.

Isolophobia- Fear of solitude, being alone.

Isopterophobia- Fear of termites, insects that eat wood.

Ithyphallophobia- Fear of seeing, thinking about or having an erect penis.

J

Japanophobia- Fear of Japanese.

Judeophobia- Fear of Jews. (not to be confused with "Judahatism" - hatred of Jews: see Mel Gibson)

K

Kainolophobia or Kainophobia- Fear of anything new, novelty.

Kakorrhaphiophobia- Fear of failure or defeat.

Katagelophobia- Fear of ridicule.

Kathisophobia- Fear of sitting down.

Kenophobia- Fear of voids or empty spaces.

Keraunophobia or Ceraunophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Astraphobia, Astrapophobia)

Kinetophobia or Kinesophobia- Fear of movement or motion.

Kleptophobia- Fear of stealing.

Koinoniphobia- Fear of rooms.

Kolpophobia- Fear of genitals, particularly female.

Kopophobia- Fear of fatigue.

Koniophobia- Fear of dust. (Amathophobia)

Kosmikophobia- Fear of cosmic phenomenon.

Kymophobia- Fear of waves. (Cymophobia)

Kynophobia- Fear of rabies.

Kyphophobia- Fear of stooping.

L

Lachanophobia- Fear of vegetables.

Laliophobia or Lalophobia- Fear of speaking.

Leprophobia or Lepraphobia- Fear of leprosy.

Leukophobia- Fear of the color white.

Levophobia- Fear of things to the left side of the body.

Ligyrophobia- Fear of loud noises.

Lilapsophobia- Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes.

Limnophobia- Fear of lakes.

Linonophobia- Fear of string.

Liticaphobia- Fear of lawsuits.

Lockiophobia- Fear of childbirth.

Logizomechanophobia- Fear of computers.

Logophobia- Fear of words.

Luiphobia- Fear of lues, syphillis.

Lutraphobia- Fear of otters.

Lygophobia- Fear of darkness.

Lyssophobia- Fear of rabies or of becoming mad.

M

Macrophobia- Fear of long waits.

Mageirocophobia- Fear of cooking.

Maieusiophobia- Fear of childbirth.

Malaxophobia- Fear of love play. (Sarmassophobia)

Maniaphobia- Fear of insanity.

Mastigophobia- Fear of punishment.

Mechanophobia- Fear of machines.

Medomalacuphobia- Fear of losing an erection.

Medorthophobia- Fear of an erect penis.

Megalophobia- Fear of large things.

Melissophobia- Fear of bees.

Melanophobia- Fear of the color black.

Melophobia- Fear or hatred of music.

Meningitophobia- Fear of brain disease.

Menophobia- Fear of menstruation.

Merinthophobia- Fear of being bound or tied up.

Metallophobia- Fear of metal.

Metathesiophobia- Fear of changes.

Meteorophobia- Fear of meteors.

Methyphobia- Fear of alcohol.

Metrophobia- Fear or hatred of poetry.

Microbiophobia- Fear of microbes. (Bacillophobia)

Microphobia- Fear of small things.

Misophobia or Mysophobia- Fear of being contaminated with dirt or germs.

Mnemophobia- Fear of memories.

Molysmophobia or Molysomophobia- Fear of dirt or contamination.

Monophobia- Fear of solitude or being alone.

Monopathophobia- Fear of definite disease.

Motorphobia- Fear of automobiles.

Mottephobia- Fear of moths.

Musophobia or Muriphobia- Fear of mice.

Mycophobia- Fear or aversion to mushrooms.

Mycrophobia- Fear of small things.

Myctophobia- Fear of darkness.

Myrmecophobia- Fear of ants.

Mythophobia- Fear of myths or stories or false statements.

Myxophobia- Fear of slime. (Blennophobia)

N

Nebulaphobia- Fear of fog. (Homichlophobia)

Necrophobia- Fear of death or dead things.

Nelophobia- Fear of glass.

Neopharmaphobia- Fear of new drugs.

Neophobia- Fear of anything new.

Nephophobia- Fear of clouds.

Noctiphobia- Fear of the night.

Nomatophobia- Fear of names.

Nosocomephobia- Fear of hospitals.

Nosophobia or Nosemaphobia- Fear of becoming ill.

Nostophobia- Fear of returning home.

Novercaphobia- Fear of your step-mother.

Nucleomituphobia- Fear of nuclear weapons.

Nudophobia- Fear of nudity.

Numerophobia- Fear of numbers.

Nyctohylophobia- Fear of dark wooded areas or of forests at night

Nyctophobia- Fear of the dark or of night.

O

Obesophobia- Fear of gaining weight.(Pocrescophobia)

Ochlophobia- Fear of crowds or mobs.

Ochophobia- Fear of vehicles.

Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8.

Odontophobia- Fear of teeth or dental surgery.

Odynophobia or Odynephobia- Fear of pain. (Algophobia)

Oenophobia- Fear of wines.

Oikophobia- Fear of home surroundings, house.(Domatophobia, Eicophobia)

Olfactophobia- Fear of smells.

Ombrophobia- Fear of rain or of being rained on.

Ommetaphobia or Ommatophobia- Fear of eyes.

Oneirophobia- Fear of dreams.

Oneirogmophobia- Fear of wet dreams.

Onomatophobia- Fear of hearing a certain word or of names.

Ophidiophobia- Fear of snakes. (Snakephobia)

Ophthalmophobia- Fear of being stared at.

Opiophobia- Fear medical doctors experience of prescribing needed pain medications for patients.

Optophobia- Fear of opening one's eyes.

Ornithophobia- Fear of birds.

Orthophobia- Fear of property.

Osmophobia or Osphresiophobia- Fear of smells or odors.

Ostraconophobia- Fear of shellfish.

Ouranophobia or Uranophobia- Fear of heaven.

P

Pagophobia- Fear of ice or frost.

Panthophobia- Fear of suffering and disease.

Panophobia or Pantophobia- Fear of everything.

Papaphobia- Fear of the Pope.

Papyrophobia- Fear of paper.

Paralipophobia- Fear of neglecting duty or responsibility.

Paraphobia- Fear of sexual perversion.

Parasitophobia- Fear of parasites.

Paraskavedekatriaphobia- Fear of Friday the 13th.

Parthenophobia- Fear of virgins or young girls.

Pathophobia- Fear of disease.

Patroiophobia- Fear of heredity.

Parturiphobia- Fear of childbirth.

Peccatophobia- Fear of sinning or imaginary crimes.

Pediculophobia- Fear of lice.

Pediophobia- Fear of dolls.

Pedophobia- Fear of children.

Peladophobia- Fear of bald people.

Pellagrophobia- Fear of pellagra.

Peniaphobia- Fear of poverty.

Pentheraphobia- Fear of mother-in-law. (Novercaphobia)

Phagophobia- Fear of swallowing or of eating or of being eaten.

Phalacrophobia- Fear of becoming bald.

Phallophobia- Fear of a penis, esp erect.

Pharmacophobia- Fear of taking medicine.

Phasmophobia- Fear of ghosts.

Phengophobia- Fear of daylight or sunshine.

Philemaphobia or Philematophobia- Fear of kissing.

Philophobia- Fear of falling in love or being in love.

Philosophobia- Fear of philosophy.

Phobophobia- Fear of phobias.

Photoaugliaphobia- Fear of glaring lights.

Photophobia- Fear of light.

Phonophobia- Fear of noises or voices or one's own voice; of telephones.

Phronemophobia- Fear of thinking.

Phthiriophobia- Fear of lice. (Pediculophobia)

Phthisiophobia- Fear of tuberculosis.

Placophobia- Fear of tombstones.

Plutophobia- Fear of wealth.

Pluviophobia- Fear of rain or of being rained on.

Pneumatiphobia- Fear of spirits.

Pnigophobia or Pnigerophobia- Fear of choking of being smothered.

Pocrescophobia- Fear of gaining weight. (Obesophobia)

Pogonophobia- Fear of beards.

Poliosophobia- Fear of contracting poliomyelitis.

Politicophobia- Fear or abnormal dislike of politicians.

Polyphobia- Fear of many things.

Poinephobia- Fear of punishment.

Ponophobia- Fear of overworking or of pain.

Porphyrophobia- Fear of the color purple.

Potamophobia- Fear of rivers or running water.

Potophobia- Fear of alcohol.

Pharmacophobia- Fear of drugs.

Proctophobia- Fear of rectums.

Prosophobia- Fear of progress.

Psellismophobia- Fear of stuttering.

Psychophobia- Fear of mind.

Psychrophobia- Fear of cold.

Pteromerhanophobia- Fear of flying.

Pteronophobia- Fear of being tickled by feathers.

Pupaphobia - Fear of puppets.

Pyrexiophobia- Fear of Fever.

Pyrophobia- Fear of fire.

Q

Queeraphobia- Fear of gays. (Homophobia)

R

Radiophobia- Fear of radiation, x-rays.

Ranidaphobia- Fear of frogs.

Rectophobia- Fear of rectum or rectal diseases.

Rhabdophobia- Fear of being severely punished or beaten by a rod, or of being severely criticized. Also fear of magic.(wand)

Rhypophobia- Fear of defecation.

Rhytiphobia- Fear of getting wrinkles.

Rupophobia- Fear of dirt.

Russophobia- Fear of Russians.

S

Samhainophobia: Fear of Halloween.

Sarmassophobia- Fear of love play. (Malaxophobia)

Satanophobia- Fear of Satan.

Scabiophobia- Fear of scabies.

Scatophobia- Fear of fecal matter.

Scelerophibia- Fear of bad men, burglars.

Sciophobia Sciaphobia- Fear of shadows.

Scoleciphobia- Fear of worms.

Scolionophobia- Fear of school.

Scopophobia or Scoptophobia- Fear of being seen or stared at.

Scotomaphobia- Fear of blindness in visual field.

Scotophobia- Fear of darkness. (Achluophobia)

Scriptophobia- Fear of writing in public.

Seanaphobia- Fear of tanks.

Selachophobia- Fear of sharks.

Selaphobia- Fear of light flashes.

Selenophobia- Fear of the moon.

Seplophobia- Fear of decaying matter.

Sesquipedalophobia- Fear of long words.

Sexophobia- Fear of the opposite sex. (Heterophobia)

Siderodromophobia- Fear of trains, railroads or train travel.

Siderophobia- Fear of stars.

Sinistrophobia- Fear of things to the left or left-handed.

Sinophobia- Fear of Chinese, Chinese culture.

Sitophobia or Sitiophobia- Fear of food or eating. (Cibophobia)

Snakephobia- Fear of snakes. (Ophidiophobia)

Soceraphobia- Fear of parents-in-law.

Social Phobia- Fear of being evaluated negatively in social situations.

Sociophobia- Fear of society or people in general.

Somniphobia- Fear of sleep.

Sophophobia- Fear of learning.

Soteriophobia - Fear of dependence on others.

Spacephobia- Fear of outer space.

Spectrophobia- Fear of specters or ghosts.

Spermatophobia or Spermophobia- Fear of germs.

Spheksophobia- Fear of wasps.

Stasibasiphobia or Stasiphobia- Fear of standing or walking. (Ambulophobia)

Staurophobia- Fear of crosses or the crucifix.

Stenophobia- Fear of narrow things or places.

Stygiophobia or Stigiophobia- Fear of hell.

Suriphobia- Fear of mice.

Symbolophobia- Fear of symbolism.

Symmetrophobia- Fear of symmetry.

Syngenesophobia- Fear of relatives.

Syphilophobia- Fear of syphilis.

T

Tachophobia- Fear of speed.

Taeniophobia or Teniophobia- Fear of tapeworms.

Taphephobia Taphophobia- Fear of being buried alive or of cemeteries.

Tapinophobia- Fear of being contagious.

Taurophobia- Fear of bulls.

Technophobia- Fear of technology.

Teleophobia- 1) Fear of definite plans. 2) Religious ceremony.

Telephonophobia- Fear of telephones.

Teratophobia- Fear of bearing a deformed child or fear of monsters or deformed people.

Testophobia- Fear of taking tests.

Tetanophobia- Fear of lockjaw, tetanus.

Teutophobia- Fear of German or German things.

Textophobia- Fear of certain fabrics.

Thaasophobia- Fear of sitting.

Thalassophobia- Fear of the sea.

Thanatophobia or Thantophobia- Fear of death or dying.

Theatrophobia- Fear of theatres.

Theologicophobia- Fear of theology.

Theophobia- Fear of gods or religion.

Thermophobia- Fear of heat.

Tocophobia- Fear of pregnancy or childbirth.

Tomophobia- Fear of surgical operations.

Tonitrophobia- Fear of thunder.

Topophobia- Fear of certain places or situations, such as stage fright.

Toxiphobia or Toxophobia or Toxicophobia- Fear of poison or of being accidently poisoned.

Traumatophobia- Fear of injury.

Tremophobia- Fear of trembling.

Trichinophobia- Fear of trichinosis.

Trichopathophobia or Trichophobia- Fear of hair. (Chaetophobia, Hypertrichophobia)

Triskaidekaphobia- Fear of the number 13.

Tropophobia- Fear of moving or making changes.

Trypanophobia- Fear of injections.

Tuberculophobia- Fear of tuberculosis.

Tyrannophobia- Fear of tyrants.

U

Uranophobia or Ouranophobia- Fear of heaven.

Urophobia- Fear of urine or urinating.

V

Vaccinophobia- Fear of vaccination.

Venustraphobia- Fear of beautiful women.

Verbophobia- Fear of words.

Verminophobia- Fear of germs.

Vestiphobia- Fear of clothing.

Virginitiphobia- Fear of rape.

Vitricophobia- Fear of step-father.

W

Walloonphobia- Fear of the Walloons.

Wiccaphobia: Fear of witches and witchcraft.

Wikihapophobia- Fear of Wikipedia

X

Xanthophobia- Fear of the color yellow or the word yellow.

Xenoglossophobia- Fear of foreign languages.

Xenophobia- Fear of strangers or foreigners.

Xerophobia- Fear of dryness.

Xylophobia- 1) Fear of wooden objects. 2) Forests.

Xyrophobia-Fear of razors.

Y

Yachtaphobia- Fear of yachts.

Z

Zelophobia- Fear of jealousy.

Zeusophobia- Fear of God or gods.

Zemmiphobia- Fear of the great mole rat.

Zoophobia- Fear of animals.

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