As I Say My Goodbyes

Monday, May 25, 2015

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It's kinda crazy how you're the exception. You're like the one outlier. The exception to all the rules. I see all the posts about things like "no one ever likes me as much as I like them" and I can't click reblog because I think of you, and you're the one who makes such a thing not applicable to me anymore. It's absolutely crazy.

I'm hanging by a thread|12:15 AM|

Friday, May 15, 2015

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Maybe - just maybe - you don't need me.

You'll realise it soon enough and you'll leave like everyone else.

I'm hanging by a thread|10:37 AM|

Thursday, May 14, 2015

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I always remember you. I always do whatever you want to do, and most times I'm barely interested but I'm enthusiastic because you like it. I always go wherever you want to go. Always willing to pick you up and send you home. Always okay when you randomly invite people I don't care about and even dislike sometimes. Always thinking of what's best for you and worrying about how you're feeling. Always here for you, be it 3 a.m. or 3 p.m. Learned to let go of being jealous about how much time you spend with other people when you spend little time with me. Learned to let go when you don't seem proud to show me off as your friend when people causing you distress are all over your Instagram and other social media. Not cool enough for you, it's okay. Not popular enough for you, it's okay. Not pretty enough for you, it's okay.
But seriously? You couldn't even do this one thing? It's not like I asked once. We've talked about it for weeks and you just forgot about it altogether?
Always afraid to start conflict with you, but this is too much. If we fight, so be it. If we are really as close as I thought we were and I'm as important to you as I trusted I was, we'll get over it.

I'm hanging by a thread|11:43 AM|

Friday, May 08, 2015

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I wanted friends and I got unwanted sexual advances & acts.

I need an explanation....

I'm hanging by a thread|3:10 PM|

Sunday, May 03, 2015

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It's like being trapped in a glass box and watching everybody you love around you start to die - you can do absolutely nothing except watch.

I'm hanging by a thread|5:27 AM|