Monday, September 28, 2009

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In a little while from now,
If I'm not feeling any less sour
I promised myself to treat myself
And visit a nearby tower,
And climbing to the top,
Will throw myself off
In an effort to make it clear to who
Ever what it's like when your shattered
No point in us remaining.
May as well go home."
As I did on my own,
Alone again, naturally

To think that only yesterday,
I was cheerful, bright and gay,
Looking forward to, but who wouldn't do,
The role I was about to play
But as if to knock me down,
Reality came around
And without so much as a mere touch,
Cut me into little pieces
Leaving me to doubt,
All about God and His mercy
For if He really does exist
Why did He desert me
In my hour of need?
I truly am indeed,
Alone again, naturally

It seems to me that
There are more hearts
Broken in the world
That can't be mended
Left unattended
What do we do? What do we do?

Now looking back over the years,
And what ever else that appears
I remember I cried when my father died
Never wishing to have cried the tears
And at sixty-five years old,
My mother, God rest her soul,
Couldn't understand, why the only man
She had ever loved had been taken
Leaving her to start with a heart
So badly broken
Despite encouragement from me
No words were ever spoken
And when she passed away
I cried and cried all day
Alone again, naturally
Alone again, naturally

I'm hanging by a thread|8:59 PM|

Monday, September 21, 2009

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I feel like this blog is becoming my I-hate-you blog. =(
Hokay.

I love... Some people! =)
And... Bands. Yes bands. I love bands. Some bands, not all.
I'm so sorry but I don't like Kasabian. =)
I love the All-American Rejects. And HIM. And Avenged Sevenfold. =)
Let's light this place up with a smile hokay?

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`-_-`

It doesn't look like a smiley, I know.

I'm hanging by a thread|11:20 PM|

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If I ever get the chance, I'll dedicate this song to YOU. Because of the lyrics.

I wake up every evening with a big smile on my face, and it never feels out of place. And you're still working at a 9 to 5 pace, I wonder how bad that tastes (cos I don't know).
When you see my face, hope it gives you hell. When you walk my way, hope it gives you hell.
Now, where's your picket fence, bitch? And where's that shiny car? And did it ever get you far?
You've never seemed so tense, love. I've never seen you fall so hard, do you know where you are?
And truth be told, I miss you. And truth be told, I'm lying.
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well, then he's a fool. You're just as well, hope it gives you hell.
Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself, yeah. Where did it all go wrong? And the list goes on and on and on.
Now you'll never see what you've done to me. You can take back your memories, they're no good to me. And here's all your lies, you can look me in the eyes with the sad sad look that you wear so well.
When you hear this song and you sing along, well you'll never tell. And you're the fool, I'm just as well. Hope it gives you hell. When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell.
You can sing along, I hope that it puts you through hell.

=) you wouldn't believe how much I hate you.
You can't just sail through life like this. And honestly? I hope you never learn. Then it'll bite you in the ass 'till the day you die.

I'm hanging by a thread|11:05 PM|

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