Monday, January 28, 2008

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i haven't been updating as often yeah i know
i'm BUSY okay.

grr
i hate school more and more each day

and i swear if i have to slowly watch the sec4s 'step down'
i will cry my eyeballs out like nobody's business.

so so sad k.

all alone now.



and i need to have a 21 inch waistline i don't care.

if not, 20inch if that's even possible for a hippo like me



i don't want abs.... or do i.
i don't care, whichever one is smaller.
abs or no abs, whichever one decreases my waistline is fine.
yes, i care only about the waistline.
don't be surprised if i go mad.

i might just eat enough to live through the excersice forced on me
then after that, whatever food i have left in the ocean i have for a tummy, i will puke out. GONE.
heehee

I'm hanging by a thread|9:48 PM|

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

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Bring on the rhythm; bring on the drums

The RIM SHOT sound like someone gun

(Brap!)(Brap!)

There go your ear drum

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

'Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

But you still have

All of me

My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me


I've been alone all along


mercy's empty in me

I can't regret, can't escape decisions made for me, no control

Fire that burns but never dies, wrapped around I'll bury my fangs inside

Stay inside tonight - you're out there all alone

Vanish from my sites - venomous control

You can't make it right - my appetite has grown

Lost your final fight - no love will be shown

You say that I suck and I'm lousy,


You're drilling a hole in my ceiling,

Too bad it won't rain

But who's living without any feeling,

So don't you complain,

Sorry doesn't make it okay,

I can't believe what you say,

how you lie,

These ideas are nightmares

Sing it with me, just for today, maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you
away...

They say music can alter moods and talk to you

Cause we consider these minutes golden

And maybe they'll admit it when we're gone

Just let our spirits live on, through our lyrics that you hear in our

songs and we can...

I've given up...

I'm sick of feeling

Is there nothing you can say?

Take this all away

I'm suffocating!

'm not prepared

I hyperventilate

Looking for help somehow somewhere

And no one cares

Put me out of my misery

Centuriees are what it meant to me

A cemetery where I marry the sea

Stranger things could never change my mind

I've got to take it on the otherside

Pour my life into a paper cup

The ashtrays full and I'm spillin' my guts

She wants to know am I still a slut

I've got to take it on the other side

how long will I slide

If you wanna bring me down

Go ahead and try

with or without you

I don't need you doubting me

I don't want to be the one to blame

I don't really even know who I am

Back then, I thought you were just like me

Somebody who could see all the pain I see

But you proved to me unintentionally

That you would self-destruct eventually

I wished you were something that you were not

I'm wondering why I got out of bed

at all

Closing time - time for you to go out, go out into the world.

Closing time - turn the lights up over every boy and every girl.

Closing time - one last call for alcohol, so finish your whiskey or beer.

Closing time - you don't have to go home but you can't stay here

Closing time - time for you to go back to the places you will be from.

Closing time - this room won't be open 'til your brothers or you sisters

come.

So gather up your jackets, and move it to the exits - I hope you have found a

friend.

Closing time - every new beginning comes from some other beginning'send

Remove this whirling sadness

I'm losing, I'm bluesing

But you can save me from madness

I'm grieving, I'm barely believing now

And I’ve got nobody but myself to blame

On a spiritual plane I will go insane

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,

She felt it everyday.

And I couldn't help her,

I just watched her make the same mistakes again

Too many, too many problems.

Don't know where she belongs

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.

You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.

Be strong

Her feelings she hides.

Her dreams she can't find.

She's losing her mind.

She's fallen behind.

She can't find her place.

She's losing her faith.

She's fallen from grace.

She's all over the place.


what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you

And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you


Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice

The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes

People on the street they panic and start running.

I'm sick of being treated like I have before

Stuttering and mumbling for nightly news to replay

and the rest of the world watching at the end of the day

in the living room laughing like "what did he say?"

"when the rich wage war, it's the poor who die"

With hands held high into a sky so blue

as the ocean opens up to swallow you.

These wounds they will not heal

Fear is how I fall

Confusing what is real

My walls are closing in

I've felt this way before

So insecure

a thousand lies

Erase myself

hands of uncertainty

Sometimes we just pretend.

Thoughts are raining,

Down We Fall,

Entertaining,

Thoughts are raining,

Down We Fall,

Under a sky of dust

A constant wave of tension



On top of broken trust

The lessons that you taught me

I learn were never true

Now I find myself in question

I wanna run away

Never say goodbye

I wanna know the truth

Instead of wondering why

I wanna know the answers

No more lies

I wanna shut the door

I'm gonna run away and never say goodbye

It doesn’t even matter how hard you try

time is a valuable thing

Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings

Watch it count down to the end of the day

The clock ticks life away

I kept everything inside and even though I tried

in the end

It doesn't even matter

I had to fall

To lose it all

I mean nothing to you

Hope decays

Generations disappear

Washed away

As a nation simply stares

I’m left in the wake of the mistake, slow to react

So even though you’re so close to me

You’re still so distant

And I can’t bring you back

We fall to the floor, the rest of the day stands still

Fine line between this and that

And I can’t bring you back

a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard

Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact that everyone can see these scars

no matter what I do, I can't convince you

watching you, turn your back like you always do



I can't feel the way I did before

Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored


a little bit insecure, a little unconfident

Sometimes I don't make sense

End of passion play, crumbling away

I'm your source of self-destruction

Veins that pump with fear, sucking darkest clear

Leading on your deaths construction

Taste me you will see

More is all you need

Dedicated to

How I'm killing you

Obey your Master

Your life burns faster

Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream

Needlework the way, never you betray

Line of death becoming clearer

Pain monopoly, ritual misery

Chop your breakfast on a mirror

Taste me you will see

More is all you need

Dedicated to

How I'm killing you

Hell is worth all that, natural habitat

Just a rhyme without a reason

Neverending phase, Drift on numbered days

Now your life is out of season

I'm trouble

Yeah trouble now

I'm trouble ya'll

I disturb my town

I'm trouble

Yeah trouble now

I'm trouble ya'll

I got trouble in my town

You think your right

But you were wrong
You tried to take me

But I knew all along

No attorneys

To plead my case

Here we go for the hundredth time,

Hand grenade pins in every line,

Throw 'em up and let something shine.

Going out of my f**king mind.

Filthy mouth, no excuse.

Find a new place to hang this noose.

String me up from atop these roofs.

Knot it tight so I won't get loose.

Truth is you can stop and stare,

Bled myself out and no one cares.

Dug a trench out, laid down there

With a shovel up out to reach somewhere.

Yeah someone pour it in,

Make it a dirt dance floor again.

Say your prayers and stomp it out,

When they bring that chorus in.

I bleed it out,

Digging deeper just to throw it away.

I bleed it out.

Go, stop the show.

Choppy words and a sloppy flow.

Shotgun opera, lock and load,

Cock it back and then watch it go.

Mama help me, I've been cursed,

Death is rolling in every verse.

Candy paint on his brand new hearse.

Can't contain him, he knows he works.

F**k this hurts, I won't lie.

Doesn't matter how hard I try.

Half the words don't mean a thing,

And I know that I won't be satisfied.

So why, try ignoring him.

Make it a dirt dance floor again.

Say your prayers and stomp it out,

When they bring that chorus in.

I bleed it out,

Digging deeper just to throw it away.

I bleed it out.

I've opened up these scars,

I'll make you face this.

I pulled myself so far,

I'll make you face this now.

I bleed it out,

Digging deeper just to throw it away.

(SORRY LUH I LOVE THIS SONG)




Sometimes solutions aren’t so simple.

Sometimes goodbye’s the only way.

And the shadow of the day,

Will embrace the world in grey,

In cards and flowers on your window,

Your friends all plead for you to stay.

And the sun will set for you,

the sun will set for you.

my blood is so cold

don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know

Play your game,you better walk away cause your integrity don't mean shit

Crawl on me you fucking parasite, but I'm gonna take you out

Label me, that's fine, I'll be somebody else

Don't ever take my side, I know you're never right, I'll justify the means

I walk down these roads alone

to you I'll never show myself or what's inside

I dreamed I was missing

You were so scared

But no one would listen

Cause no one else cared

When my time comes

Forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some

Reasons to be missed

don't resent me

when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory

I've taken my beating

I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface

Not all the way through

I've never been perfect

But neither have you

All the hurt inside

You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself

I can't be who you are

Telegraph

Telephone

Tell me where you've gone

Could I meet you later on

Should I Let you be

I guess I'm letting you go

Lift it up

And tear it down

See what you believe in

Let you be (I'm gonna let you)

I guess I'm letting you go

It's hard but it's just like they say

You had to be so

Hard on my heart and my head

But I left our past

On the telegraph

How do these things get done

So do you think it's true

When it comes out of you

Aren't we the lucky ones

Telegraph

Telephone

Tell a friend I'm leavin'

Cause she's in me

Tell me where you've gone
Could I meet you later on

Should I

Let you be I'm gonna

I'm hanging by a thread|8:53 PM|

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Dance then, wherever you may be!
I am the Lord of the dance, said he,
I will lead you all, wherever you may be,
And I'll lead you all in the dance, said he!

That song still ringing in my head!
AHH

I went out with DIANAH today!
haha

we bought make up
lotsa it

so coooooool
i bought liquid eyeliner and nailpolish for LESS than what m.a.c sold ONE mini tiny eyeliner for.
hmmm

then we went somewhere and i bought four rubberbands and a RING
friggin ex luh the ring
it's like... "leather'
hahahahaah
sureeee
6.90
damn expensive
i thought i was gonna die
hahahha


then yeah
we went t go browse many other shops
then we went HOMEEEE



i have a cut under my tongue ='(

pain k
like HELL
it really hurts
='((((

kae
anyway
yeah...


life really can suck a lot
it's a lesson.

I'm hanging by a thread|7:22 PM|

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

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Today was an 'okay' day.
And yes, I was singing along today.
This morning, Veronica, Felicia and Monica came into my classroom to ask me to make the speech.
Actually, Felicia and Monica came in first, then Veronica a while afterwards.
So, I was doing Math homework ( I know, I know), and something made me look up(I can't remember what) and who did I see?
FELICIA AND MONICA
Haha, I was genuinely shocked.
So unexpected!
Anyway, they were like "please do the speech luh"
And all that stuff.
Then Veronica came in and my first reaction was" NO NO NO"
HAHAHAH
Do you know what Felicia and Monica's reasoning was?
My English is good so I should do the speech.
LIKE REAL.
And then we were all, like, freaking over it.
Then in the end I didn't really catch the 'verdict'.
I had to resort to copying Melina's Math.
Hehe.

So during assembly, Veronica and Monica went up.
Monica was talking REALLY SLOWLY and Veronica was like... there.
Moral support!
IT'S GOOD for the soul man.

So I hate Tuesdays.
So many thinking subjects!
AHH
English is first period.
Followed by Math and Chinese.
Grr.
After Recess is Combined Bio and then SS!
ARGH.
It is okay, though.
I like SS a little bit more than I did in Primary School.
I hated it and I couldn't care less!
Now it is okay, but everyone keeps telling me it sucks.
Oh no.

Bio was a little bit scary today, Mrs Chu was a little bit mad.
:/

BUT THAT'S OKAY

We saw more CELLS today! =D

SS, half the class was falling asleep.
Including Mel.
Hehe.
Alright, today she was really tired for some reason...

After school!
The busking!
YEAH
I screwed up the Galop.
A LOT
And Rumble was a bit off at first, for me.
Ran Kan Kan sucked for me.
And Lord of the Dance I was being so extra.
HAHAH
And I was really really surprised to see Sharifah there after the busking while everyone was shuffling off.
Dianah was like "We're too cool for her."
HAHAH
Sure sure.

Har har.

So, it took damn long just to get the instruments back up to the Band room.

And then, we realised that our bags were all still downstairs!
HAHAH!
So we went back down to get them and then we waited in the canteen for Monica.
Then we had no destination for a while.
Then when we reached the interchange we decided to have Macs.
It was crowded...
Except for all the two-seaters.
And there were many inconsiderate people who took up tables for four, when it was clear that they were by themselves.
But Jayni said not to judge, so ok.
Since, that Macs was full, we went to the EC one.
We ate there and chat(ted?) and Jayni and Kinny were doing homework.

Then we went home.
Now I am slightly bored.
Hmm.
I keep forgetting to being Jayni's Bass home!
AHH
I shall remember.
MUST remember!
argh.

So far, has my Anglais been okay?

I'm hanging by a thread|6:34 PM|

Monday, January 21, 2008

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ahahah
that song has enlightened my faith believe it or not k

music really man....

you see luh
u had lost almost all faith in God

and then here comes the song
and i was curious enough to look it up
the lyrics damn nice
i don't know how but it just made me feel 'faithish'
i can't explain it.




FREAK
i can't find the right one on yt
and worse
when i find the right one, duh, the beginning is so distinctive, it stops halfway
not even halfway
five seconds
and it ends by itslef
but the vid says it's four minutes and fifty nice seconds
YES ppl from my sch,
we don't have five minutes
we have less than five minutes to get down



pfft
anywayyy
yay
tomorrow is the basking thinig
ALL MUST COME
I DON'T CARE

haha
i'm not sure who's speaking for assembly tomorrow
who's gonna tell the school about it
I WONDER
Jayni should luh
she is the most popular
really
and the Fels
then Monica
cos teachers love her
and teachers= more money

ANYWAY
what's done is done :/

okay
so
today i arrived home at like
NINE O CLOCK
blooming mad right
OKAY

I am trying to make my blog more English.
Like, I don't know...
Like an essay maybe?
MAYBE I SHOULD
That'll improve my English
Plus, I will be more aware of the kinds of mistakes I make!
Yeah!
It's a great idea.
I am pretty sure I will not be able to keep it up though.
*Think Shannen, active sentences, not passive*
active active active
not passive, active...

ANYWAY
I realised that it is not that we are allowed to eat during English class.
It is just that she never realises.
Gosh.
Who knew man.
Everyone eats right in front of her.
Like those stringy candies.
Yeah, hanging out of peoples' mouths and she doesn't say anything.
Except... I notice that people don't exactly lay out their chips on the table.
WHICH teacher would allow that?
Crazy.
Is my English grammar and punctuation better?
=D

That kind of smiley is SO not allowed
HAHAH
neither was that
or that sentence, or this..

AU REVOIR EVERYONE

I'm hanging by a thread|9:27 PM|

Sunday, January 20, 2008

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so many random things happening to me today man
damn weird

i did my hair today!

haha





































i am like so super totally screwed man

something is happening and i so cannot do anything about it
it sucks....

and with all of this, it's even worse
and it is slowly getting worse and worse

and i miss it
a lotand then i hear the voice
and i miss it more
because i am listening to it
and i can't say anything back
to console
to stop self destruction
it's bad
it's just as bad for me





wahh
life really sucks right about now
and it's self inflicting dear


my fault......


a conversation
i am silent...

I'm hanging by a thread|8:07 PM|

Saturday, January 19, 2008

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i have a song ringing in my head
Paramore's misery business
it's such a 'happy' song
ahahha
see the lyrics
it's positive in a very funny (not in a haha kinda way) way










i'm in the business of misery
let's take it from the top
she's got a body like an hourglass that's ticking like a clock
it's a matter of time before we all run out
when I thought he was mine she caught him by the mouth

i waited eight long months
she finally set him free
i told him i couldn't lie he was the only one for me
two weeks and we had caught on fire
she's got it out for me
but I wear the biggest smile

whoa, i never meant to brag
but i got him where i want him now
whoa, it was never my intention to brag
to steal it all away from you now
but god does it feel so good
cause I got him where I want him now
and if you could then you know you would

'cause god it just feels so...
it just feels so good

second chances they don't ever matter
people never change
once a whore you're nothing more
i'm sorry, that'll never change
and about forgiveness
we're both supposed to have exchanged
i'm sorry honey, but I'm passing up, now look this way
well there's a million other girls who do it just like you
looking as innocent as possible to get to who
they want and what they like it's easy if you do it right

Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

whoa, i never meant to brag
but I got him where I want him now
whoa, it was never my intention to brag
to steal it all away from you now
but god does it feel so good
'cause i got him where i want him right now
and if you could then you know you would

'cause god it just feels so...
it just feels so good

I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving.

Whoa, I never meant to brag, but I got him where I want him now.

whoa, i never meant to brag
But i got him where i want him now
whoa, it was never my intention to brag
to steal it all away from you now
but god does it feel so good
'cause i got him where i want him now
and if you could then you know you would

'cause god it just feels so...
it just feels so good








it's a nice song...

kay
anyway




whatever
back to point
wait...
there's no point
ANYWAY
skipping to something else then

the CCA orientation today
I WAS NOT TIRED OKAY
i was extremely hyper
i know, it's weird
because we played the same thing for different people like 4-5 times around there

and i was still HPYER
like a little bunny
though a recurring thought was stuck in my head
it's a sad sad sad one
really


all the reasons i hate you
































hmmm
yeah so
a few of us were rotating what we were playing
nobody wanted to play bass
so sad right
i like it
much

yes
so anyway
i played the crash and doubled up toms(haha, sounds funny) for pirates and the bass, drum set and shaker(! =)) for can't take

CRAB CLAWS
hahahahahaahahahhaha
okay
pardon moi
random random


umm

yes
but everyone was like so tired and lethargic and fsfbsfkiurheiwr was being umm emo for a while.

and i was like super hyper
i was jumping around and dancing to Lord of the Dance during sectionals
HAHAH
i know
i can be a bit mad and retarded sometimes...


yeah...


Veronica really should totally let go and be open and just totally spaz
that'll be so awesome
for her to just *expression*

yess
it'll be great
then she can just like totally improvise randomly on the drumset
very preserved.


omg ok Jayni is like the ultimate okay
the lotd damn hard, the drum set part
she's like, breezing through it like nothing
WAHLAO
how are we(sec3's 0EIGHT) supposed to get to that
and Felicia also luh!
power



freeeeeeeek luh

damn scary O.O
i need to seriously step up

i'm gonna go for self prac like at least 1 hour everyday that i can
except stupid friday next week :/
cos the stupid chinese teacher want's me to stay back and finish up the compo
which technically would be about a week late
and one day


haha

yeah so anyway
next wk
mon and thurs band
and then tues i'll go
and wednesday
and then friday
=(
i hope it ends quickly then i can go up
and enjoy my perc





that last sentence didn't make sense
TO THE READER
it made all the sense to me









Ne vont pas
Pourquoi
Ne pas en parler à ses
Damn il ne pas en parler à ses
Ne pas être son amie
Pourquoi son
De l'ensemble des personnes dans le monde
Oh Dieu, pourquoi son
Il ne pouvait pas être quelqu'un je ne sais pas?
Et si cela arrive
Et si l'incroyable se produit
Elle cherche aussi innocents que possible
Et il va tomber
Automne
Automne
Automne
Pour elle
Et il ne se sentirait pas si bon
À savoir qu'elle a reçu lui et je n'aime pas
Si jeune
Si mal
Si profonde
Si fou
Si elle pouvait
Je sais qu'elle
Elle devra lui
Et un autre saint Valentin seule journée passée
Alors qu'il
Est avec elle
Appréciant
Je suis seul
Sur une Valentine's day
Lui à l'esprit
Est avec elle
Pas avec moi
Pourquoi pas
Trop court
Pas avec moi
Il n'est pas avec moi
Il ne sera jamais avec moi

I'm hanging by a thread|5:55 PM|

Friday, January 18, 2008

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haha
that was fun

anyway
today after school i met Felicia and Jayni and Kinny after school
we all went to Felicia's house
it was at first, just Fels and me
for her to do the photo thing

taking pictures of moi
=D
hahah

yeah
then ended up they all went also and their friend Freda

yeah...
we were all enjoying Felicia's damn nice food and damn nice house.

ahaha

really.
of course, i feel fatter by the end of today
but it was all in good fun =D


i enjoyed my day thoroughly
yes so after we were done with the eating
we went inside to watch hannibal rising!!!

nice.

after a while Felicia started on my make-up
haha
so fun
then Kinny helped too
Jayni was just enjoying me looking like a panda.
HAHAH
so mean right
no not really

the pictures were very nice but not really me
even though the theme was deeeep
it looked more scary.
but coool

damn nice actually
haha
can't wait til it's been modified =D

kae anyway
after that i was all fretting about how i am supposed to go out in a black dress, school shoes and a school bag
so weird right
but i did.
just for the trip to Jayni's house
but Kinny and Freda split

over there Jayni tried my dress
and i didn't want to go out in my uniform
not with the current um.. circumstances
ANYWAY
yeah
so i chaged into Jayni's clothes
hahah
i wore one of her tops and her fbts
yeah
we went around orchard road like tt
felt damn weird
cos like...
red and black... and black
and WHITE
hahahahaa

kae
yeah
then now i am home
and being bugged to sleep
I NEED TO PRAC THE BASS PART
aaaghhhh

I'm hanging by a thread|10:49 PM|

Thursday, January 17, 2008

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OMG

what a disgrace to our school!
it is just atrocious
SERIOUSLY
so sickening
i don't think and ij girl would actually do such a thing when she knows it'll bring down the entire reputation.

loser
only a loser would do such a thing
slut
S L U T
whoops
did i just say that?




well it's true
so i really don't think and ij girl would actually do that
it must be someone framing someone
like.. for revenge or something

so gross and stupid
UGH
what an absolute disgrace
that's like all i can think of right now
the word disgrace
my vocab is all gone
no no no
that's really really bad




ANYWAY

next year
I DON'T CARE
I DON'T FREAKING CARE
I DON'T CARE
i am so gonna take all the parts i like
pfft.
all the nice profound ones
NO
i suck too much to learn it i know
so i should just stick to the not so nice parts right
I KNOW

it's SO unfair.
sec2s get to play nice parts
and four sticks
i don't even know how to hold four sticks
and she gets it.
pfft.
bloody lucky luh.
so unhappy.
nevermind
there ARE parts that i don't mind that i likeeee



or whatever

I'm hanging by a thread|9:15 PM|

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

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the morning breeze is chilly and stings


i told you i was trouble
you didn't believe me!


ahh well.

anyway
today i went for self prac for a while
then i did some stuff
now my back aches
omg it hurts like hell
so i can't run tomorrow


I HATE MY CHINESE TEACHER
eff her



she changed places
now i'm not sitting next to valerie and cleris

like wth luh
and NO, this is not some childish thing.
i cannot learn with people next to me like hilary and stephanie.
there's no life in class anymore
then i cannot learn because my mind will drift to somewhere
ughhh
fuck my stupid teacher luh

i hate her now
i always thought she was ok
now i hate her because she is being UNREASONABLE

ugh


GREATT

shanthini hung up on me
SO MEAN
pfft.
all because i watch Maggi and me
i think it's not a terrible show
no reason to hang up
wahlao eh
OMG
shaddup shannen
SHADDUP

I'm hanging by a thread|7:45 PM|

Monday, January 14, 2008

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i am heroin

i live to kill
i kill to live

I'm hanging by a thread|10:00 PM|

______________________________

okay what's with the dy
and the tudo bem.
je ne comprends pas mon cheri

I'm hanging by a thread|9:33 PM|

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oh my god
i think i am gaining weight by the minute
goodness gracious me


ARGH

okayyy
i officially hate school again
yay

pfft.








OKAY
NOTE

STOP TAKING IT AWAY FROM ME!
URGH
I MEAN, IT'S MINE MINE MINE MINE
IT'S SO TOTALLY ME, MY THING, WHAT I DO.
STOP IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
grahhh

so annoying
so everyone wants to now
ugh.
like they're suddenly so shmartt

hmph
pissed of man.
a little part of me broke off and was distributed to people.
so annoying

I'm hanging by a thread|8:52 PM|

Sunday, January 13, 2008

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I am so not eating anything anymore
i couldn't believe how much FAT i found on myself.
gross
it has to go
ALL OF IT
it all has to go!
i am soooo not missing saturday exercise and not missing hhf or pe.
AND i am gonna exercise on my own like everyday!
and then i won't eat.
i will have like...
a biscuit
once a day
and a few slices of Apple on Monday and Saturday and Thursday
gross
too much already
just saturday and thursday
yeah...
and

one more
you wouldn't believe it
I AM NOT GONNA EAT CHOCOLATES ANYMORE!!
rahh
huge right i know.
anyway.
so now it's a lot of exercise, no eating and if i eat a lot i am SOOO throwing it up later.
super fat i tell you.

i have a whale for a thigh.
goodness gracious me.
and plus i am short.
so irritating.
so jumping will be part of my work outs.
wheeee

nope nope nope.
no more chocolates for the chocoholic.
pfft.
ohh this is gonna be so hard.

but hey,
i'd rather die anorexic then live humongous.

I'm hanging by a thread|12:16 AM|

Saturday, January 12, 2008

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BAND today
we ran and then did drills
DRILLS
ughh
i hate it so so so much
so stupid
we aren't even a marching band or a military band luh
just a concert band
we should be prac-ing for our CONCERT
not wasting the first two hours of band prac listening to foreign commands.

ughh


then prac was a bit.. um....







but HEY
i'm playing bass for can't take!
yeahhh
hahaha
when jayni wanted the drumset part, then i wanted the bass part.
but i didn't say anything
because if anyone else wants to play then i shan't take their parts away from them
especially felicia's pirates one
i don't think i have a part besides impro-ing mallets or looking at xy

hmmm


umm yeah
yay. i'm going to beijing with the band -_-



ummm
after band
yeahh...
went to my uncle's house to have lunch for his birthday
it's actually on the 14th
but yeah...
so we went over.
surprisingly sugar didn't bark when i walked in the door
woohoo
progressive state one

umm


yeah
so i hung around waiting for my grandfather, uncle, and mother to get back from parkway
then i fell asleep
hahahahaha
and as annoyingly usual, i woke up to hon's voice talking oh so loud













yess
so then we had lunch
Indian food.

mmm

then hanging around
i was playing songs on the piano
of course i have no real technique cos i don't play piano in the first place
HAHAH
so i was like....
lame luh
haha

then my auntie AND fox could play luh
woah damn nice....


i wish i could play like that
but i can't even play perc properly
and i expect to learn piano
and my auntie has passion for it
which makes her a better player naturally
may not seem to make sense but in some way it does and it's true kae



shit
now the painful result of trimming my nails is showing!
garr

ouchies..



rer outre






yes yes you must've been really persuasive
grrr
pfft
i hate you man
SERIOUSLY
go jump off something really high.

I'm hanging by a thread|6:07 PM|

Friday, January 11, 2008

______________________________

i have way too many typos
TOO bad.
live with it ya'll.
anyway even with typos ya'll should know what i'm saying
YES
go ahead and laugh
haha
because i can find typos amusing too!

I'm hanging by a thread|9:30 PM|

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STUPID

just because i hang out with them doesn't make me like them.
not that there's anything wrong with them anyway!

i am now using a new laptop my mother got.
i'm not so used to it yet of course
but i still go online on the normal one.
hahahahaha
talk about hogging.
whoops



HARHAR
anywayy
we are gonna march tomorrow...
=(((((((((((((((((((

i hate it hate it

i mean, now i am not gonna refuse to exercise
BUT
i will hate every minute of it
hahahhahaha
i know
doesn't help
the stupid whatever endorphins are not doing their job!
hahaha

so i resort to binging
which gives me serotonins!
same thing but it tastes good and i don't sweat.
rahaha


j'ais pas vingt ans
i love that songggg


i have art homework
we had to bring home a stupid choc covered popcorn
STUPID SEH
shit!
i really should stop doing that...
all the stupid singlish coming out
pfft

there i go again
SHADDUP



yessss
shut up shannen

okay
today was ok
i mean...
i thought i was gonna hate the class
but then i don't
haha

BECAUUUUUSE

i don't know
things seem much better than LAST YEAR
maybe last year sucked because of that person's mere PRESCENCE
stuuupid
haharr
i still dislike her A LOT
BUT
what can ya do
she is so irritating
come to my class everyday
i bet it's just to rub it in my face luh
but too bad
i am trying to get rid of all the evil and resentment in me
and start anew!
happy
and FRIENDLY
and social
and yeah...
okay FINE.
i'll say it
i will be NICE
see
i can do it.

hahahhaha


okayyy


i know this is damn late but i only thought of it now k

my new year's resolution is to be nice to all my classmates.
yessss
success so far....
but i don't know how long i can stand... her.
yessssss
trying to build friendships with everyone while still having a few good friends

i am just hoping that the Valeries turn out to be good friends...
hmmm
but i don't know yet
i mean, i used to be close to val k but it kinda got lost somewhere

mmmm
yeahh
YES
so i shall
CHANGE
YESSS
it IS as a matter of fact, a very hard thing
hello?
anti social
not nice to people i hateeeeeee
not talking to people...
because i don't bother
haha

so they don't talk to me
so there's nothing there
but now i am nice to people.
whether they are good friends of J or not.
soo
then
now i think they find me ok...
i hope.
anyway
even if they don't
i don't care.
i won't die
it's the people that matter a lot to me by now.
then it's sad
because it's only been two weeks into school
IMGANE THAT

2 weeks.
and i already have people who matter more to me in my class than others.
of course mel matters but that is totally different.
and the vals matter A LOT.
and sha matters
and chels matters in a strange way even though i am not too fond of her because of her not so nice-ing to percys
and cler matters in some small way, indirectly
okay luh
most matter
but there are about four that matter a lot
A LOT

val val sha and mel

HMMM
i bet there are people ya'll don't know
yay
i win

harhar

uhh
yahhh
hmmmmm

i refuse to do my chem homework!
NO CHEM NO CHEM NO CHEM
toobad no one is on board with moi
pfft.

WELL
bon voyage all you ppl

i am migrating to spain later this year
LET ME REPEAT THAT



I AN MIGRATING TO SPAIN LATER THIS YEAR

I'm hanging by a thread|8:41 PM|

Thursday, January 10, 2008

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I GREW
by friggin one cm
wth

and i GAINED weight. :/

pfft.

i am 37.5kg
but i am happy that i am underweight
but i need a smaller frame man........

and i need to JUMP

I'm hanging by a thread|9:51 PM|

______________________________

parlez vous francais?
hehe



WOAH
i have not done my homework O.o

ahh well...
tmr i have to go and runn
:/

i don't like

I'm hanging by a thread|9:36 PM|

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

______________________________

i wish i could like.... hang out with valerie or valerie of sharifah or something sometimes without her. instead of her tagging along or with her all the time...


ok
hello

DISGUISE

I'm hanging by a thread|6:36 PM|

______________________________

POUND IT
pound it hard


my day sucked again

stupiddddddd


i HATE being stuck to someone.
i mean, i like the person but really...


and i do need the person
but once in a while i need change.
pfft.

and especially today it made it crystal clear.
geog project
group work
i got stuck with xiao hui and tricia and of course melina
because both of us HAVE to be in the same group.
pfft.
it's like untold and automatic.
or something
then i get stuck with the super losers.

by like, default dammit.

i was a little pissed with.... some people....

then during chinese the someone told me why.
and stuff
ok

then
during PC
we change tables.
once again,
may i emphasise
ONCE AGAIN
we were left just her and me
like...
HELLO.
we are like so not conjoined.
so why do people act like we are?
GOD.

so annoying.

then ok
we were like alone again
valerie went to go and sit with sharifah and cleris they all.
fast man really

it was all like... 3 3 3
so it was blank then melina then me
it's not like we are contagious or something
no one seems to have a problem with me.
and ppl have told me that it's her they have a problem with.
pfft.

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i really shouldn't put this here.....
AH well.

I'm hanging by a thread|4:43 PM|

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

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Une odeur de pourriture remplit la maison.
Un corps pourrissant mensonges.
Passé, il dirige une petite souris terrorisée
Un festin pour les mouches

Comme nous à se réconcilier avec elle
Juste s'asseoir et anciens et à s'asseoir
Se souvenant qu'il s beaux jours
Encore maintenant c'est une telle brume

Pouvez-vous voir maintenant
Ce que je m'en vais à travers
Venir s'asseoir avec moi
Dévastation sûrement mon spectacle

L'odeur étouffe l'air
Étouffement, la respiration
Tuant l'air
Si la respiration est morte

Venir s'asseoir avec moi
Venir s'asseoir et anciens
Si vous avez frappé à voir
Je vous ne savez pas de soins

Si longtemps, les morts et disparus
Ici encore, la forte présence permanente
La conquête des mémoires vivantes
Triste à dire, ils vont disparaître, je suis sûr.






can ya'll understand that.
DON'T
it's very depressing...
actually i think....
whatever

in french... it doesn't rhyme cos it was written in Anglais by MOI
so there.

whateverrrrr
don't read this post
it NEVER happened.

I'm hanging by a thread|10:54 PM|

______________________________

count the days i have left




i have so much homework
and i am not doing
OMG
haha



goodness gracious me
HAHAHA

I'm hanging by a thread|8:47 PM|

Monday, January 07, 2008

______________________________

i hated my day today.
but of course, music is remedy

so i started the day badly



and then followed by HHF
sucked too

then art
stupid luh
sketch a stupid popcorn

chocolate covered some more
so sticky
pfft

then OH YEAH
before art was english
stupiddd
do the journal thing.

pfft.

personal information
HMM

woah
so much homework too
done none


crappppp





ahh yes then chemistry
OMG
boring hell
and she sucks as a teacher
i mean HELLO
i was drawing other things right in her face and she knew it.
ok
fine
so it's to my own disadvantage




anwyay
then chinese
pfffffffffft


then maths
ARGH
i fucking swear i will fucking kill my fucking self man fuck


















oops...
















ahhhh
eff luhhhhh
grrr

he sucks too
I WOULD TOTALLY RATHER MS TEO PENG SUAN

ms teoooo be my maths teacherrrrrrrr
sob sob



okay
then Band.
SUCKED
then it was ok
then it sucked
then it was ok
it ended ok


bad day luh okay sorry to any percussionists who might actually bother with my life enough to read this




umm
yeah

so yeah...

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm



then on the bus ride home, i was teaching Dianah French.
hehe
she's not bad
diction needs work though
haha

I'm hanging by a thread|9:23 PM|

Sunday, January 06, 2008

______________________________

i wanna pierce my tongue
but i don't know where is good and hygenic etc
i keep forgetting to bring Veronica's present
i just put it with my school stuff so i won't forget
and if i still forget then i am 40 not 14

actually 40 is not so bad
my mother still can remember a million and one things
hmm




my monty monty has passed on to lizard heaven
sob sob

or hell, that's where he can party and drink and smoke and play truant
etc etc
still sad though right
my brother and i are gonna
BRING IT TO A TAXIDERMIST AND STUFF IT


haha
yay

yep
that's what we're gonna do
and then, i will polish it's skin and put in a snowglobe
you know, those that go upside down, with the lid and all
yeah
so i'll put it in there and decorate it with beautiful fake environment
so nice right
*sigh*
in loving memory of my dearest...
like my baby you know
now i have nothing to love
no.... living thing.... to talk to
YES
call me crazy
i talk to my lizard



i tell my lizard about my day and stuff.
i tell it everythingggggg
now....
he's brought up all my problems with him
but they are all still here
i don't know if that makes any sense even

ANYWAY
i say lizard because my skink is missing
ok
it's not
i know exactly where it is
heheheheehe
it's in my room
see it loves me so much
haha



it's too fast for me to catch it anyway

so i'll let it run free until i decide it might die of starvation
oh i pray to god that it is not dead yet




!@#$ luh!!!!!!
my !@#$ing internet connection is like so @#$%ing @#$%ed up


ok
RELAXXX

ok
photo to come soon

I'm hanging by a thread|9:48 PM|

Saturday, January 05, 2008

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je voulez essayant de fumer
hmmmm

I'm hanging by a thread|9:18 PM|

Friday, January 04, 2008

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yeah
this cover's not gonna work anyway
pfft

I'm hanging by a thread|8:36 PM|

______________________________

bonjourno


i am chatting with someone
okay, was, she's not replying
i can say i am hurt but i can't say i am surprised.
she seems to have
1: somehow, mysteriously no be my friend on friendster anymore
2:almost never reply me on msn, or when she does, it's weird and either we have nothing to talk about or i suspect she thinks i am someone else =(
3: and she is still nice to me and when she EVER notices me at all in school she says hi...
but she's never out to say hi to me
or hang out with me..
i miss it really.
maybe she just wants me to fuck off because i am not cool enough for her. ='(




since sec1 we've never been in a fight as far as i know...
i didn't do anything to her
ahh
that reminds

another one also
in shanthini's class...
she also used to be my best friend
i think i can't choose friends properly
they always seem to let me down

yes, including the people i am very close and often happy with.

seniors are different.
they were practically chosen for you
and everyone tries to not do anything to screw things because their company in inevitable.
of course, i don't have a problem with that.


back to the subject at hand here.



yes
so the one in shanthini's class
actually there are a few in her class
i will only talk about 2

one
starts with a c

and it ends, rhyming with c

ANYWAY
ok
yes so she used to be my best friend
and then something went all wrong because of one sentence that wasn't meant to be taken personally....
and then poof
there it went
then it came back....
it was 'ok'''
for a while
then it just... got lost
LOST

gosh...

now she even blocked me on msn
isn't it just sad...
='(


yes
it is

okay
and i have to see her everyday
no she's not in my class, i said she's in shanthini's class
but see, i go see shanthini in her class everyday
see
so i am bound to see her
and it's so weird
because she will be right next to me or in front of me or right behind me
and i will just ignore her
because i know she hates me already
what's the point of making things worse by trying to talk to her
right?
am i right?
YES i am

my source tells me that she only talks to i think one or two people
quite different from what she used to be
cool and popular.
pfft.
despite all that, and despite how people everywhere don't like her much, i still miss her too.


okay
the next girl
we are still on good terms...
i am just afraid that i might lose her (her meaning her person, not the actual human) to the... "wrong" company.......
and she will become like them
that's what i fear for shanthini too
even though, if she reads this, she would swear she will never.

and...
yeah

if only life was that easy.
to make new friends yet keep the old.
oh that reminds me!

make new friends but keep the old
those are silver, these are gold
make new friendships like new wine
age will mellow and refine
................................................................................

i forgot
oh yeah!

does anyone know where to buy a corset?
black maybe
heheheheheheheheh

i will go and learn a french song now
CIAO

I'm hanging by a thread|8:02 PM|

______________________________

i have created a new account
YAY
COMBOBULATE IS NOT A WORD
discombobulate, however, is.

SEEEEE
like ruly amd unruly
no such word as ruly

and here we go again
the stupid poa thing
i have nothing against the teacher OR the subject....
but MAYBE he could try swallowing his saliva instead of drowning us in it.

HAHAH
and the homework he gives us
MY GOD
help us all.

grrrr




ANYWAY <:

Maths was first period.
Mr lim
i don't like him much...
i mean.... revision is good, i habe to admit
but!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's so annoting

HHAHHAHHAH
anwyay

umm
then next poa
he was teaching uis the eleven conceprts
woah
i am telling you.... i could seiouslt actuially SLEEP in the sea of saliva when he starts explaininf the concepts
PMG

ugh

well then....
when he started asking us what currencies are
like in switzerland
it is frankss




haha
onlu tyhen did i wake up

oh my god my wrist hurts
i don't think i can typer anymore
yeah rihgt
i would type even if my neck and wrist was broken
wow
technology has already taken over the world
owwwwwwwwchies
really it hurts
and there's band tomorrow
=(
sobs
='''(

ANYWAY
shanthini persuaded me to take mrt today
WHAT A HASSLE I TELL YOU

anyway
i wanna be chairperson
of course i am not gonna tell anyone that
because obviously i am SO not right for it
i am irresponsible, i can be slightly unruly, i don't like my classmates
etc
etc
etc

ANYWAY

hmmm


owchies
now my wrist really hurts
i know
i am not helping myself
haha


now......
i am going to submit stupid scraps that melina wants me to submit to deviantart.
pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffft
my art is not worth letting anyone see
it's crap
adn it sux
probably worth a c or an f
or maybe a d
d-

idk
i only know that my art sucks and that is THAT

I'm hanging by a thread|7:16 PM|

______________________________

i am still doing my poa homewrok
bloody sadistic, saliva-spitting guy
grr

I'm hanging by a thread|6:50 PM|

______________________________

i am about to leave for school.
and if i am good enough, i will not be here again after school.
so....
HE BLOCKED ME
grrr
but whyyyyyyy
why would he do such a thing
i'm so totally hurt like now...
anyway, shanthini says it doesn't work prooperly..
so i suppose.....
WHATEVER
gtg to school now
au revoir

I'm hanging by a thread|6:24 AM|

Thursday, January 03, 2008

______________________________

today is the second day of school
i am still slacking
yay me
NOT
okay
i should be studying
and so i shall!!!!
okay...
this year gotta be serious if not i will go back down to non through train class @_@

I'm hanging by a thread|4:29 PM|

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

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i am too young to know about the copyright law on this thing.
HAHAHAH.
gosh...
the thingy says:
though the moon gets all the credit, the tide is actually controlled by a guy named Freddie.
HAHAHA



I am not an Atheist.
I can feel i am becoming one...
ANYWAY.



YAY
random things here

like...

I AM A SNAPE FAN
hehehe.

I'm hanging by a thread|7:24 PM|

______________________________

tis is the first day of zee year.
HHAHAHAH
the school year....

*sigh*
i love words.
haha
random
anyway

i detest my from teacher
A LOT
hate him hate him hate him


ugh

that mr lim person....
so annoying
and guess what?
I AM REGISTER NUMBERRRRR
twoooo



yes yes yes
two


yeah hahaha

yes yes
haha
so fun
i've never been register number... less than 7 before.
lowest ever was eight
haha
highest ever was 12

HARHAR

okaeeeee

anyway

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VERONICA


HAHAHAHA

okaeeee

ummm


yes yes
she is 16
nice number ohh
sweet sixteen
hehehe

umm
yeah.......

as i am walking without a care
with the wind blowing through my hair
i stop short when i saw a river
that is where you had killed her
the side of me who always cared
the side of me we once had shared...




yayyy

anyway..


i am doing things on deviantart
but i suck
nothing i do is worth putting up there because i have this strange fear of public critique
hahaha

anwyay
yessssssssssssss
so
i find it bogus
WTH
sec THREEEEEEEEES
get the FOURTH level.
hmm
and today i realized there is no such class as G403
i bet many people didn't notice
haha

ok
so today will most probably be my last day at the computer a lot because i think tomorrow is when the homework is gonna start.
SIAN

okay
the singlish is all coming out
JUST AS SCHOOL STARTS
smart shannen, smart.


then i need to facebook yeah!
hahahahaha
oh gosh....

ahh yes
so ANYWAY
okay
i realized something...



in my entire blog, all i ever say is haha yeah okay and anyway
HAHAHAHAHAH
see there i go again.


I AM SO SAD ='(

shanthini is in a different class and she's having fun with all her 3/7 friends.... =9
not a typo

good for her, bad for moi

thennnnnnnnn

okay, i cannot get used to thissss
AND WHAT THE EFFFFFFFFFFFF
>:(

they offer music NOW
NOW when i am in sec 3 and have chosen electives and blah blah
eff luh i should've studied harder for psle
then i can AT LEAST take lit...
now i have NOTHING

and they offer music now.
wtfffffff

wahlao eh
i cannot believe i just said that
gosh

what is happening to me

okae...
i will never look forward to school again
i shall be(and admit it) EMOOO
yayyyyy
-_-
-_-
-_-



='((((((
ok
i am emo now
have a nice day all
while i sink into my abyss of misery

I'm hanging by a thread|6:15 PM|

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

______________________________

Bonne Année to everyone out there.
it is aobut 4 hours to 2008 in London, which makes it about 3 hours to 2008 in italy and slovakia.
hehe
i knew that
=D


YAY
my new year this year was extra extra extra FUNNNN

hehe


i went out with amanda
i met her at somerset at 830 because she wanted to have dinner out.
but HELLO
so early
haha
i don't blame her.
we both take an hour to get there
but to my surprise, my mother sent me to tampines mrt, so i got to the mrt 15 minutes earlier.
and after the train i was on left bedok, then amanda told me she just reached the train station..
oh, so close.
haha

so we met at somerset then we walked to cineleisure =D

we ate at KFC
so oily and fattening
but luckily it wasn't 2008 yet.. hehehe if not i would be eating terrible oily things the whole year @_@
not good...


hahahahahhaa
anyway
we were there for like... a long time.
haha
then we wandered around...
we went outside, seemed pretty.... not-so-totally-fun.
but we were there and we had lots of fun
then we went to watch I AM LEGEND at 10
DAMN NICE...
last part was my favourite...
oh my gosh
and the part with sam after the leg thing.
i'm trying not to spoil it for people...

anyway
that part was so super....
WILL SMITH is an awesome actor SERIOUSLY.
it's like... his face screamed absolute pain.
oh gosh...
heart pain.
oh yeah..
then

after that it was like 11.50
HAHAH
we went back downstairs to catch th countdown
10
9
8
7
6
5
4
3
2
1
BOOM
and the world blows up
I MEAN
and then all the fire works
hahaha
no
no fireworks in cineleisure
just works
hahah
confetti all over
woohooooo
then there was this guy, with his friends, he was holding a bunch of sparklers.
he was gonna light it with a lighter.
some guard person was like gesturing him to go further away from the building...
HAHAH
damn funny
a bit cool too.

i am trying to part my hair differently
so it feels weird
haha
anyway
yeah then...
then yeah
then we went around
then we
YAH luh we went around
hahah
then we went to cheers and bought drinks
i am super awake now at 230 cos i had coffee
hehehe

amanda had coke..
yeah
anyway
thennnn
then my mother picked us up
then she dropped my grandparents off and then she dropped amanda off...
then back to home sweet home
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
too bad didn't take pictures today
if i did, i think i would've gone trigger happy.

HAHAHAH

ahhhh
school is in one day
Veronica's birthday is in one day...




ok
then....hmmm



HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY
teehee
i did a naughty thing today
hehehe


i drank ALCOHOL
*doom music*
ahahahaha


hahahahaha
so nice
and warm
heaty
teeeeeeheeeeeheeeee

hahahaahhahahahhahhaha
anyway
ok...
i will facebook for a while
then YES
i will finally go to zzzzzzzzleep

I'm hanging by a thread|2:04 AM|

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