I GOT INTO THE THROUGH TRAIN CLASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOO
heh i am so so so so so so soso so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so HAPPY right now!
yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay yay!!
and that's all folks
MIKA Lyrics
Grace Kelly Lyrics
MIKA Lyrics
Love Today Lyrics
Somehow Lyrics
Hollywood Girl Lyrics
Soul Man Lyrics
The difference, listen and look closely.
The quality is not that good but what do you expect? Anyway, i prefer the drake and josh version...
Linkin Park Lyrics
Faint Lyrics
Linkin Park Lyrics
Numb Lyrics
Linkin Park Lyrics
What I've Done Lyrics
Unholy Confessions Lyrics
3 Doors Down Lyrics
Kryptonite Lyrics
Moi Lolita Lyrics
One blood
In the far away fires
where the hills forever burn
at the feet of our heroes
we try hard to learn
but the lesson is lost there
and the smoke and the mind
that we are one flesh
one breath
one life
one blood
I stood by the river
that ran red with shame
I stood in the killing field
where dead had no name
I stood with my brothers
and away it flight
and we where one flesh
one breath
one life
one blood
and I felt to the ground
tasted ashes on my tongue
thinking that only the dead
are forever young
there was peace in the twilight
and for a moment more
it was a world without danger
world without war
and I would take all your suffering
it would do any good
cause we are one flesh
one breath
one life
one flight
i couldn't find the nice moving lyrics thingy
hello again out there
heh
ok lame
i feel like just typing out my day for the sake of it
i woke up in the morning, got ready, went to school for band REHEARSAL
Veronica was already there... i hope she gets well soon
I just kind of sat there and stared at my file
i find it very uncomfortable practicing when it's not sectionals.... or actual REHEARSAL
i say rehearsal like that because Sir wants it to become band rehearsal instead of practice..
okeeeee
hah
then WE didn't have to run
YAY
just the sec1s
and it was raining so they ran around the school 6 times
i think that is so totally WAYYY more than 6 rounds around the track...
so main band prac------ i mean rehearsal started at like... 8
Jayni brought a fake lizard to school
lizards are cool
YAY GO MONITOR LIZARDS!
then blah blah blah
orion... ohh myy godd
i just HAD to pick the timpani
SMART
not
the rhythm is... um... not easy but... doable?
i know i know
i just freaking suck
so i can't read the notes or anything and stuff
just made me dislike it more
why? because i am just too stupid
i tried really hard k
last year, for weeks i would stare at the bloody thingy at the back of the essential elements book
a pic of keys and the notes
gahh
i could memorize it
for like... an hour
i see why i fail at everything
anyway, after that, we played merry widow
i don't think anyone knows that i was playing dianah's part
she's supposed to play the bells and the chimes but she didn't come today
i was so shocked
because after morning assembly, i was telling her about morning runs and stuff
and she just turned around at said whatever
with that 'whatever' wave thing...
i was............. gahh
so obviously she didn't come today
well, at least i familiarized myself with her score a bit more
blah blah blah blah blah
then then then
OH YES
Kinny came today! yay!! *cheers*
hahaha
um oh yeah
JUST SOMETHING I NOTICED: NONE OF THE PARTS I HAVE INVOLVES ME HOLDING DRUMSTICKS. hmm
just an observation...
i mean, i don't really mind that much but... like.. WHEN?
bongo: hands= not drumsticks
and by drumsticks i mean actual drum drumsticks
like for drum sets kind of drumsticks...
a timpani... timpani sticks, like mallets..
ahh and the mallets too
and the bass
and crash cymbals...
gahh
anywayyy
after band, my mother picked me up and we went to a hairdresser's to wash our hair
it's somehow so much faster when they do it...
then ... OH YEAH
before that we went to macs to eat lunch
can you spell unhealthy?
M.A.C.S
Macdonald's
all the fast food
gahh
yuck yuck
i feel like regurgitating it all out
not because it's bad
well, it is but it doesn't taste bad
just... 'evil'
then i was dropped off at church
for cat class
hehehe
sinning in the church itself...
Meghan,Michelle and I were gonna skip... but then we ended just going really late
HAH
and there was this one guy in class who just stared at me...
creepy
i was in school uniform so....
YES i was in my school uniform all day
after cat we went for mass while Meghan's *mutter mutter* chauffeur picked her up
there was this not-exactly-sane girl sitting next to us
.........
i won't relive it in my head
*shiver*
ARGH
i cannot believe i forgot to bring the Rubik's cube
for Michelle's birthday
she wanted it so i got it and i forgot to bring it
next week next week
then we went home and ate dinner
while watching a show
and then i went to bathe
and now I'm here
oh well
what a day much?
my legs are dying
i'm so glad they didn't make us run this morning
i swear i would've collapsed
and now i am computing while watching CLASSIC NICK
hahaha
i still watch nickelodeon
been a nickhead since i got scv
that was like P2 anyway
YAY KENAN AND KEL
whoo
i love that show
i love all the classic nick
.............. except Kablam
hmmm
ohkae.
i am gonna go pay attention now
hehe
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Labels: ice-skating fats starve
this image is a copyright! Mine mine mine!
i went ice skating with Melina after school today
hahaha so fun
she says it's a joy pill
after the crap results that we got
so we went, and then yeah...
SO FUN
it was her first time
so i had to like... try to drag her slowly further and further from the side thingys...
she improved very much in 2 hours!
from clinging to the side thingys to a actually skating, away from the barrier things...
ICE-SKATING IS SO FUN
Melina and i were like super ecstatic...
we had the most fun in weeeeeeks
who knew?
hmm
she has yet to return my jacket and gloves...
SEE MELIE, IT WASN'T SO EXPENSIVE AFTER ALL
hahaha
i only remember it being expensive because my dad used to pay a lot... but i think that's cos it's my brother and i and my dad plus extra hours...
anyway
wow
super exercise overkilll!!!
oh my god
after not exercising,
2 days in a row, morning runs and then today, after school, we WALK all the way to Melina's house
NOT NEAR NOT NEAR NOT NEAR MELINA!!! *whine whine*
and then walk to someone else's house
and then take a bus back to mine, and then take a bus to jurong east interchange, and then WALK some more to jurong center and then we went SKATING
like hellooo
ankles, thighs!!
eek
at least she doesn't run on Saturdays,,,,
gahhh
so completely not looking forward to tmr
i now suddenly dislike band a lot
and yet in some ways love it a lot
strange.....
i think i am more dreading tmr than looking forward to it
dammit
ICE HOCKEY ICE HOCKEY ICE HOCKEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oooh yesss....
"joy pill"
needed due to lack of satisfaction
the results dammit
dammit dammit dammit
and ppl say it's actually good or satisfactory or whatever whatever whatever
i didn't get what i was aiming for and i guess i just didn't try hard enough
DAMMIT
and i don't even know if i really got the highest for lit today
so confusing
gahhhhhhhhhh
ugh
and then theres that stupid netball carnival thing
I AM SO SKIPPING SCHOOL
like totally
maybe i shouldn't scream it out to the whole world..
but my mother said i could so THERE
English: 60++
Maths: 60++
Science: 50++
geog: 50++
history: 60++
Lit: 60++
Chinese: 20++
art: 70++ ( it's the only effing A i got.)
F&N: 0
ack eek ack eek
all the fatssssss
the fried stuff
the evil food
yuck yuck yuck
starvation tomorrow
just breakfast and dinner, tops
no lunch, no in betweens
SHADDUP AND STARVE , SHANNEN, SHADDUP AND STARVE!
i am going to blog today
because somebody wants me to blog
because she says that blogs are supposed to be CURRENT
hah
ahahaha
i got back me results today...
=( doesn't neccessarily mean a fail!
english= =(
science= =)
Geog= =)
Hist= =)
Art= =)
F&N= =( but i don't care.
umm
hmm
i can't remember anymore
my goddddd
God has forsaken me
all of us
left us here to fend for ourselves
whether we destroy ourselves or save ourselves.
if you're leaving, tell her
if you don't want to talk to her, tell her
if you just don't like her anymore, tell her
does she deserve this
nobody really knows
and now she's alone
when there are people around her
they talk to her and she laughs with them
but inside she's really still hurt
on the surface she's fine
look deep inside her heart and you will see
see the pain
see what she's gone through
and a friend tells her
her death is to make them feel guilty
but they won't
they'll feel guilty for a day or just a moment
but then they move on
because if they really cared, they wouldn't have put her through that
they wouldn't leave her to fend for herself
they knew they hurt her and didn't bother
so now she cries alone
in the refuge of a cube
a simple cube to take her mind off things
and she falls asleep
when she wakes up
the memory returns
long ago but still etched in her mind
all her emotions
all her worthlessness
now she wishes to disappear
she wishes not to be heard
she wants no one
but she needs everyone
nobody is there for her
so she gets used to it
slowly dying inside
and then *poof*
what happened?
you happened
people die of loneliness
and nobody cares
all she needs is you
to make everything alright
she knows she can never have you
not in a million years
that adds to it all
kill her
she will be at peace
she doesn't believe in a heaven or a hell after death
earth is hell
if no one helps her
she'll be a lost cause
she's slowly straying away
with no one to pull her back
too concentrated on their own paths
they don't want to risk throwing it off
even if it means helping someone not throw herself off
off a building?
watch me watch me fall into the pit did you try to help? no so now it's on you don't try to get me out it's too late you let me fall so i'll watch you rise then enjoy your demise i'm trapped in this pit doomed forever but watching you fall makes things much better
fall! i'm waiting
i don't believe this!
the concert name is going to be 'FAITH, HOPE AND LOVE' IN JAPANESE!!!!!!!!
wth
at least FRENCH is so much better luh!!
see: foi, espoir et amour
!! so much nicer sounding right!?
WHO may i ask is going to be able to pronounce it properly and fluently as if its english
pronouncing the french is easier!
fwah, espwahr A(the alphabet.. that's what it sounds like) ahmore
SEE
easier
i have hope for lit! shanthini says that i can take express lit next year if i get A1 for this exam
and it's tomorrow!! =Z
but shanthini's credibility is questionable...
well I SHOULD GO STUDY NOW if i want to take lit
yay
happy birthday shanthini!!!
she's not even gonna read this anyway.
"when i have the time"
that's what she said
hahah i'm on the phone with her right now
she's telling me about north Korea
wth
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANTHINI
i feel ill today
i was almost late for school today
first day of school from bedok
today is my grandpa's birthday too!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDPAAAAA
he's more likely to not read this anyway
today was a boring day
FOUND MY MONITOR =D
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and then u get the full story
hehehaha
i have to be quick
i'm not supposed to be here
but i'm alone at home
so i'm taking the chance
anyway
there was some band thing after school today!
i haven't seen Veronica for like..... HOW LONG??
i've seen Felicia around though
definitely seen jayni(duh)
well gtg
STUDY TIME
i hate studying
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