Monday, May 21, 2007

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band was pretty fun today.
Dianah invented a new note. H

ahahahahahahahaha

only ppl who were there would get why its so funny

and i was like super lame......

i was supposed to whack the suspended cymbal....so i raised the stick up high... and
'whhhhhhooosh'

i missed.
so embarrassing
so lame
but it was so funny.
everyone was laughing
and so was i
i was laughing at myself

i actually found it really funny...

I LOVE PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN!
(i forgot how to spell that)

yay!
i love band!
i love my seniors!
yay!
i love my seniors!
yay!
i love my seniors!


did i say that already?
well i do love my seniors.

and one day, they'll all soon graduate and dianah, monica and i will be the oldest...
boohoohoo
and percussion will no longer be bonded
percussion will no longer be fun
percussion will no longer be the juniors' fav section(well at least, its dianah's, monica's and my fav)


my seniors are what makes practice so fun
i will be a horrible senior

monica doesn't like being "fun" as in like.... she doesn't like fooling around like our seniors do.
i wanna.
i can.
but if no one will do it with me, i won't
dianah...might and might not
so i will be alone in the "crazy senior" department. =(
monica calls them crazy seniors.
if i were them, it'd be a compliment.
ahahahahaha

!!percussion!! is !!percussion!! because of the seniors.
when they leave... !!percussion!! will become percussion.

get the difference?
its the "!!" part.

anywayyyyyyyyyyyy............. i don't think i have anything to pass down to my juniors

i can't play
or i could...
but only aft having SENIORS count with me so i don't get lost. like after a few times, then i can get it...

so sad

i mean, my buddy totally RULES...but despite what she's taught me, i just.. plainly suck

its like..... Monica is like a million times better than me...
and i will never compare
and i have heard " must have confidence!" like a million times. but it doesn't help if....nevermind


i shan't continue.

I'm hanging by a thread|6:36 PM|

Friday, May 18, 2007

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tomorrow is the SYF presentation to parents... we r sooo going to die..

plus today...things were soo unfair.
take note : i might be exaggerating
ELDDS girls used the podium..(i was kind of late so i don't know if they brought it down)WE-THE BAND GIRLS had to bring it back up.


and it always seems that the majority of the ppl carrying the stuff ( THAT AREN'T PERCUSSION INSTRUMENTS ) are actually percussionists.

i think it's super super super unfair!! it's like; why can't a whole other section carry something extremely heavy for once while the percussionists kick back and relax like some of the others...

of course..there are other ppl form other sections who also help.
the wrost part is that the ELDDS girls were eating pizza and drinking soda while we were carrying the podiums that THEY used.

grrrrrr


and... the band will be sitting(standing) under spotlights so it will super hot tmr but noooo...we r forced to wear FULL BAND UNIFORM.

that includes blazer and STOCKINGS

it's like; ppl wear those when its cold or when they are business people going to work...which is in an office WITH AIRCON


plus the shirt inside is also long sleeved.

>=(


ah ma cherie....


such a bad bad day.

=(

oh well.

good will come


my happiness never lasts anyway...

I'm hanging by a thread|6:53 PM|

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

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oh my god u know what i realized that all my old posts are so.....stupid


so lame and.."retarded"(using it in a different sense.)

i still have so much to learn....


i bet, by next year, i will think.................those posts were so stupid (referring to these recent ones)

see, so stupid.
















MY NAILS HAVE DISAPPEARED AGAIN.
stupid school rules. i, in fact, find it much easier to do things with long nails than none.like writing and typing. yes, it hurts right about now.
nails are supposed to protect ur fingertips, they should not be shorter than ur finger tip. but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO0. she has to make sure she can't see the back("inside") of the nail when held up palm facing her. so damn stupid la

sobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsob

I'm hanging by a thread|2:22 PM|

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oh my god u know what i realized that all my old posts are so.....stupid


so lame and.."retarded"(using it in a different sense.)

i still have so much to learn....


i bet, by next year, i will think.................those posts were so stupid (referring to these recent ones)

see, so stupid.
















MY NAILS HAVE DISAPPEARED AGAIN.
stupid school rules. i, in fact, find it much easier to do things with long nails than none.like writing and typing. yes, it hurts right about now.
nails are supposed to protect ur fingertips, they should not be shorter than ur finger tip. but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO0. she has to make sure she can't see the back("inside") of the nail went held up palm facing her. so damn stupid la

sobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsobsob

I'm hanging by a thread|2:22 PM|

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i hate exams.
its so damn stressful.
papers are so hard.
and i realize a pattern in my "oh so wonderful" life.
every time it's exam time, and we have to move the tables and sit in index numbers, something or other will go wrong with my "oh so wonderful" friendships. they seem to last never. i can only name like....5 ppl who have been my friends for long and never had any major fights or one of us was really mad with the other.... let's see... i hope they dun mind.(and these r nt just friends, i meant good friends)

1. Patricia(6 yrs)( P3-now)(2 yrs younger)
2. Sharon(4 yrs)( P5-now)(we share birthdays too =))
3. Cheng mun ( 5 and 1/4 yr)(P3{half}-now)(2 yrs younger)
4. Victoria (6 yrs)( P1 - P6)
5. Susy (6 yrs)(P3-now)(my houseworker AKA maid)

i guess p3 wasn't such a bad year. i always thought if i wanted to relive stuff, i would start from p3.relive p3 cuz it was such a horrible yr but actually it wasn't half bad. i made like sooo many new friends, some even until now....

i had a blast....in school. though i dun quite remember how i survived....
although my results were like sh**

my form mistress collected barbie dolls.

i had this strange fascination of (or for?)spiders.

i can't remember if it was p3 or p4 that i liked snails......

p3 was the year i got into alot of trouble...
actually now when i think about it, p3 and p4 were, in some ways, the BEST YEARS OF MY LIFE. i could do almost anything and get away with it!
hmm, spiders, snails, bad results, friends, weird old teachers, "cat fights", rule-breaking(even in my younger years, i hated short nails), trauncy, my first sleepover, escaping with bad schoolwork, sucking at maths, the "black man", first time a teacher ransacked my bag, did not study at all cuz no one checked (hahahahahahahaha), salamander, hmmm, can't remember anymore. those years are so far away now, i wish i could remember more.








yet there are so many things i want to change.but lets no think abt that....
i still remember in p5. i was so stupid. teachers were spotchecking, and obviously i had long nails. when i got caught(after trying to run away), she asked " didn't i tell u to cut them yesterday?" and i nodded. it was so stupid cuz she scolded me after that. the stupid part is because she actually didn't tell me to cut my nails the day before.so i got a scolding for nothing(besides the fact that i have long nails)

i wasn't thinking was i?







well, primary school days are so over. here comes adolescence. i wonder what it will be like. some are like so super happy. and some are like..so not.
i always had this feeling, that the most happiest people are the most unhappy. except for those who u can tell r not faking their happiness.

but there are some who r seriously down in the dumps...and then they show it, and ppl don't think they are really actually unhappy.....


oh well, "that's all folks"..haha victoria used to say that.

I'm hanging by a thread|1:10 PM|

Sunday, May 06, 2007

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My brother discovered this. Canon in D..rock version! so super cool!!!!!!! it sounds damn nice...

i have a url to one of the videos..he's damn good at it....
www.youtube.com/watch?v=QjA5faZF1A8

i dunno anything about anything...shhh


totally awesome...

the guy is Singaporean too!
so cool
i wish i could play.
the sweeping(my bro taught me what that is! =>)is so ...fast??
i have no idea how long it has been around. but i just discovered it thanks to my lovely brother!
I LOVE MY BROTHER
he is like...the coolest person on the planet!!
i am listening to it right now...

first time i heard my brother play it, i like ran to his room and shouted " i know that song!!"
that he was like "ya"

so cool...the rock version...i never get tired of it.

and to think.....i only knew of the song itself...this year...
quite sad. i missed out on alotta things

if not for that, right now, i would be able to do so so so many things....

oh yah, the drums in canon rock is also damn cool. sorry, i use 'cool' for lack of a better word.

aaahhh, i can't wait until my bro can play the whole song.it'll be so nice to hear. and so fun to watch. all the fingers flying everywhere on the fretboard....

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